[identity profile] hannah50601.livejournal.com

1) a fic where justin attempts suicide and i believe the title was along the lines of "brian kinney is sex". in the fic, justin overdoses on pills but survives and the whole fic was in brian's point of view.

2) a fic where it is set years after the show ends and the word "weird" was in the title. all i remember from the story was one part where brian and justin just got done hiking up some trail and they were tired and laying on their backs when justin tell brian that he has a crush on him.

thanks to anyone who can help. ❤️

edit: BOTH found

[identity profile] snowhitesally.livejournal.com
I'm not sure if there are any fics like this out there. I have tried looking in the tags but I got kinda lost :)

I am looking for a fic where Brian deals with some sort of addiction - maybe after he and Justin break up *sobs* and a fic where Brian gets injured and Justin is there to nurse him back to health :)

There might not be anything like this out there, but hopefully you guys can help x
[identity profile] mrs-koki.livejournal.com
I was wondering if there were any B/J fics where they deal with a different mental illness other than multiple personality disorder, like Schizophrenia for example. Like Justin has it and gets kicked out of deb's house cause she doesn't understand it or him and Brian sees this and takes him home with him to the loft. He then helps Justin to deal with it and such.  I don't think there are as I haven't run across any yet, but it never hurts to ask any way.


Not Found per say: What I was looking for wasn't found BUT I did get some good recs in the comments section. If there's more out there let me know! Thanks.
[identity profile] fatimak7.livejournal.com
I wonder if anyone has a copy of the story "The Dog Star" by nightvision55 in Word or PDF document.
I do not speak or read English, so I have to translate with the help of Google stories that interest me and I can not copy anything from Fanfiction.net.
For this reason I am looking at the history and I will be very grateful with your help.
A hug and thank you, Fatima.

Found by [livejournal.com profile] kellankyle and [livejournal.com profile] chase37 link in the comments.

For those who want to save stories, you should try this sitehttp://storymaster.the-code-monkey.com/story-master-v-2-0-beta/ suggested by [livejournal.com profile] kellankyleor the method suggested by [livejournal.com profile] chase37in the comments. Both give very sure.
[identity profile] deviant-queen.livejournal.com
I'm looking for a fic where Brian almost dies and thinks everyone would be better off without him. Jack is on the "other side" and shows Brian what everyone's life would be like if he died. Any similar fics are welcome.

ETA additional detail: In the one I'm referring to, he sees Justin in the future and he has a limp from either the prom attack or getting jumped in NYC. He talks to an adult Gus on a video call.

FOUND! Link in comments. It was Vic, not Jack. Seems I was mixing up two stories.
[identity profile] ice-addict.livejournal.com
Brian commits suicide and Vic's soul (god? his guardian angel?) shows him Justin's life without him. Brian decides not to die.

I remember that Justin leaves Pittsburg one week after the funeral. He leaves teddy bear Gus at Brian's grave. He leaves for New-York. He is beaten there and returns to Britin half-paralysed. He doesen't have sex any more and talks only to Gus.

Here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/525088?view_full_work=true
[identity profile] phaen-ncis.livejournal.com
Okay, there are two stories that are evading me right now. They have been stuck in my head for a while now and I've gone through so many tags I'm going crazy cause I can't find them.

1. Justin has left Brian for Ethan. He gets a call that Brian is in the hospital (I think). When he gets there he learns that the gang believe Brian had tried to commit suicide. When Brian wakes up he believes he and Justin are still together. To help him, Justin leaves Ethan and moves back into the loft. I think (but I could be mixing up stories now) that Brian talks with a therapist/psychiatrist who is the ex-wife of his old high school gym teacher, who Brian mentioned in the show; and it is learned that he was actually molested by the gym teacher. In the end they all learn that Brian indeed did not try and commit suicide but ended up with some back drugs from Anita. FOUND! Reason to Believe by Tammy! Thanks [livejournal.com profile] wouldbedorothy!

2. Justin is alone at Deb's house during a really horrible storm. Deb and Vic (I think he was still alive) are gone on vacation, again I think. Brian, Michael, Ted and Emmett are all out at Woody's or Babylon and they show up just after the power goes out. Brian had returned because he knew that Justin is afraid of storms and he "wants to check up on him" or something like that. FOUND!

Thanks for any help!
[identity profile] charming-nancy.livejournal.com
This is a continuation of my last inquiry...

I'm looking for a story where Brian ends up in the hospital after Justin leaves for NYC post 5.13. Now that I've thought about it more, I believe Brian has a drug overdose after finding out that the cancer has returned (or some other kind of disease) somewhere in his abdomen, possibly as a side effect of the radiation. Justin comes back home after learning that Brian's in the hospital, and he and Jennifer take care of Brian while he goes through treatment.

Does anyone know what this story is and where I can find it?

Update: It's "Catch Me When I Fall" by [livejournal.com profile] swallow79. Thank you [livejournal.com profile] bendabrenda for the quick answer!
[identity profile] kiddoditto.livejournal.com
Okay, here is what I'm searching for:

I can't remeber the storyline, but I can remeber one thing:
Justin is a waiter at the dinner. Brian leaves him tips, but they are special. He makes origami figures with the money :-)
I really feel like I should know who wrotes this...

Edit: FOUND: Link is in the comments
[identity profile] suse60.livejournal.com
Does anybody recall a story in which I think Justin is a rock star in this story and he is out in CA. His father shows up and in a scuffle Justin falls to the ground. Justin doesn't remember not sure if he has amnesia.  I think this is a long au but can't remember too much more about it. I always mess up my posts so I hope I have done this correctly.

Story found thanks to rusty1982. Thank You so much

How Can I Be Sure:

http://www.ridiculouslyromantic.com/fanfiction/viewstory.php?sid=43

and the Sequel:

How Can I Be Sure II:

http://www.ridiculouslyromantic.com/fanfiction/viewstory.php?sid=44
[identity profile] lildevilgirl06.livejournal.com
I could be mixing two stories together but I think in this one Brian falls and hits his head(?) at the loft and the way he lands on the floor it damages his leg where it's some kind of nerve damage. The part I'm not sure about and may be from another story is that they thought Brian was doing drugs/drunk when he fell but I think a trick drugged him? I could be wrong about that. I just read a story where he has a stroke and has problems w/ the right side of his body and it reminded me of this one but that's about all I can remember. Thanks to anyone that can help!

Edit: Found! It's "Pain Management" by sfscarlet - link is in the comments
[identity profile] justsoqueer.livejournal.com
Hi!
I know this is in no way an original request or anything, but I'm addicted to angsty fics and every few months I like to ask around for new or rediscovered fics to break my soul. A little. Or, you know, A LOT.
I can read about everything. Whichever season, happy ending, not ending up together, death!fic, kid!fic... I do have my favourites, however:

- First break up. During or after the Ethan arc. Like Mesa's fic? That's a perfect setting.
- Post 5x13 but not together.
- Brian getting older and freaking out.
- General breaking up.

Only requisite is for the fic to be rip-my heart-out-of-my-chest angsty. And not much OOC, pretty please! They can be WIP, just, not abandoned works, cause they make me so sad!

Thank you, guys!

FOUND!: There are already some links in the comments. But feel free to keep them coming my way! :))))
[identity profile] hanging-fire.livejournal.com
Hi!  So basically I'm a ridiculous Brian fangirl, and re-watching the series recently it hit me how many times there are when Brian does something generous or selfless or heartbreakingly self-flagellating and nobody ever finds out.  Or at least very few people find out. 

So I'd really appreciate any stories you guys can recommend where another character finds out:

-Brian went to the hospital every night Justin was there
-Brian wore that bloody scarf around his neck for over 2 months
-Brian talked to a shrink after the bashing to try to help Justin
-Brian paid Justin's tuition even after they broke up
-Brian almost killed himself on his 30th birthday
-Why Brian pushed Michael away during his 30th birthday party
-Why Brian hit Michael in 3x01
-Any other things like that that I can't think of right now, but I know there are more.

There's one fic in particular that I remember reading, where Justin finds out a lot of things that Brian did and never told him about.  I think it took place post 5x10, I know they were at the hospital at the beginning, but I can't remember if it was after the bombing or if it was for something else post canon...anyway, Justin sees Brian talking to an orderly or physical therapist or someone that he knew from after the bashing and talks to him after Brian leaves and finds out about his post-bashing nightly vigil.  It was the beginning of a rather long chaptered fic  I believe, though I can't remember many other specifics.  Ring any bells for anyone? ( ETA: FOUND this one.  Link in comments.)

(Tags aren't working for me right now, I'll add them afterwards...hope that's ok?  I'm new.)
[identity profile] silvermoon8916.livejournal.com
HI.
i saw this post http://getithere.livejournal.com/1110378.html and wanted to read that fic but it's link doesn't work anymore so is there someone to give me a working link?
in that post it was described this way:
Justin was raped by Craig and ended up killing him. Years later, Jennifer married Jack and Justin has to share his room with Brian. He tells Brian about what his dad used to do to him , then Justin told Brian that Stockwell raped him as well so Brian gets revenge for Justin.
and the broken link:
http://miikaru.livejournal.com/tag/like cracks in the glass
thanks.

FOUND but unfortunataly it seems that it's an abandoned wip.
[identity profile] silvermoon8916.livejournal.com
hi.
i'd like to read these fics so please help me.do u know fics that:
1. justin overdoses on some drugs?
2.justin is going to get married or is having a ralationship to some guy other than brian and brian trys to win him over.
thanks.
SOME LINKS IN COMMENTS BUT IF U KNOW MORE PLEASE HELP.
[identity profile] fta0621.livejournal.com
Hi all!

I mean, Justin doesn't leave just for his future. To him, Brian is unhappy trying to make him happy and is getting further away. There're lots of fics that focus on Justin's career in NYC, how he comes back as a successful artist or how he starts a new life..

But is there any fic that deals with Brian's issues at the same time? I mean, attitude towards life, inner changes or something..?  just wondering..

Thanks very much!!!



Edit: links in comments, THANK YOU ALL!!!
[identity profile] missiedawn.livejournal.com
So this story has been driving me crazy- the only scene I remember is Brian having a flash back of his gym teacher and the chapter ends with Brian saying:
If you decide to kill yourself take some pills or hang yourself, don't use a gun. Because its never your enemies that find the body.
Something along those lines- I think It's a longer story or a series because their are lots of flashbacks- I can't remember who Brian was talking to but I don't think it was Justin or anyone in the gang.
Thanks in advance- I really hope someone recognizes this ^.^
[identity profile] lovekillkissme.livejournal.com

I dont remember a lot of detail about the fiction. What I do remember is that Brian has an accident, and wakes up in the hospital with little to no memory. The gang thinks he tried to commit suicide, so when Brian starts asking about Justin, they bring Justin to see him. The problem is that Justin had left Brian for Ethan. Another thing is that when Brian has to see a shrink, it ends up being the ex wife of his old gym teacher that was Brians first sexual experience
thanks for any help you can give!

[identity profile] oo-wings-oo.livejournal.com

Hello!

I’m one of those lurkers who now and then come out from hiding to be a bit social. I’m looking for two fics that I’ve been thinking about for some time now and really would like to read again. I don’t remember when I read them or how I came across them. I’ve looked through the tags and the memories over and over again but can’t find anything. I think they both were one-shots.

1) They guys are at Babylon. I don’t really remember much of the details. Justin is somehow drugged and taken into the backroom by one or two men. Brian finds out and saves Justin with the help of Emmett who at one point I think is asked to go and get some water. Justin is unconscious/ semi-unconsious when they find him. Brian takes Justin back to the loft and Brian starts to look him over to see if he injured and I believe Justin at first thinks Briand acts a bit weird.

2) Brian and Justin are preparing to go out to Babylon. Justin has decided that he wants to get started early so he takes some drugs from Brian’s personal stack. I think Brian is in the shower when Justin collapses on the floor. Brian calls the ambulance and Justin is taken to the hospital. At some point in the story Brian gets rid of all the drugs because he realises that it doesn’t matter how safe he thinks they are because Justin still almost died. 

The second fic found! Link in comments.

Thanks!

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