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desolateplaces.livejournal.com

Hi guys! I've been looking for a few fic recs as stated in the subject headline.

1. I'd love to get any Britin fic from you guys that are in character, AU or canon from any point of the show! I'd love for it to be long, but that's not a requirement because I know it's hard. I've looked at the fic rec tags in this comm, and I've discovered most of them aren't third person which throws me off. However, if there's a fic that's a 100% must read and it's in first/second person, please link me and I'll give it a shot :)

2. Justin down a well, doesn't matter how but I'd love something where there's hurt/comfort. The angstier the better.

3. Aftermath of Sap's party — what if Justin did get hurt? I read Afterwards by LaVieEnRose yesterday and I'd love more fics like that. (Warning for non graphic non-con)

Please no major character death and I ask all fics end with Brian and Justin together!

Also this is a bit of an odd request, but if it's possible, could the fics recommended be links off livejournal? For some reason that I don't understand, Livejournal always heats up my phone whenever I use it and drains the battery massively.

Thank you so much! :)

8dreamcatcher8.livejournal.com

Hi!
I've read this a long time ago, so I'm not sure the details are all from the same fic.
Brian's mom dies and he and Justin have to make the funeral arrangements, along with Brian's sister.
I think it was a fairly long fic, and Brian started to see a therapist. Also, he and Justin had a special chair that they used when one of them was upset and wanted to talk.
Thanks in advance!

EDIT: I think the funeral fic is Ding Dong, The Witch is Dead, by

jane2005. It has 7 parts dated March 30th, 2007, that can be found here.
The chair bit is probably from Why Not With Me by indigo556. I'll have to read both fics again to be sure.

desolateplaces.livejournal.com

hi there! i remember a story i read years ago (probably around 2008 - 2010) where gus had his foot/feet covered in paint and stepped on the floor, and instead of cleaning it brian covered it in some sort of lacquer to make it permanent. could anyone point me in the direction of that fic?

i'd also love some hurt! justin fic recs or hurt/comfort fic recs with the comforting done by brian in his brian way, doesn't matter what kind of hurt he goes through. the longer the better (i'd love you forever if it's on ao3) and the main pairing/endgame pairing should be justin/brian, please. open to au or canon <3

bernerbaer.livejournal.com

Hello fellow Qaf enthusiasts,
I am looking for a fic where the boys are married and live at Britin, but Justin feels neglected because for Brian Gus, Michael and his job always comes first.
At some point the four of them have a car accident and Brian leaves Justin hurt in the car to save the others. Justin wants to leave or divorce Brian thinking he doesn’t love him anymore.
Does this ring a bell?

Found: “One Wheel Too Many” by moonshadow woman
Thanks to mamaduck46

nochaser-12.livejournal.com

Looking for a throw-Justin-off-a-cliff cancer fic I read a long time ago. I believe the title included the name "Judas", but I'm not sure. I think it was on ATP and the search feature for that site sucks. The one scene that stands out for me is that Justin is at Lindsay and Mel's house, sitting on the stairs and overhears a conversation between Brian and Mel - acting as his attorney - where he tells her he's terminal, that he needs Justin to hate him so he won't mourn when Brian dies. That's as much as I recall, and have no doubt that it will be found before I even post this request. Love you all and your dedication to this comm.

FOUND: I went to the ATP site and went through all the stories one by one until I found it. It's "The Creed Series" by Jewel so I was wrong with the title. I appreciate all the help in searching, though!

britinmanor.livejournal.com

Would anyone have a copy of this story I could get, or know where to find it?

I'm also looking for a story where Brian is either a detective or private investigater, and him a Justin go undercover at this homophobic school. Brian pretends to be a teacher, and Justin poses as a student.

Thank you to everyone who could help me with this.

ara-kiss.livejournal.com

I'm trying to remember this fiction for a week and it's driving me crazy.

All I remember is that Justin has many unfinished drawings - for some reason he was able to draw only Brian's upper body.
I know it's not much, but maybe somebody will remember it.

Thanks,
Nadya

Edit: ~~Not found~~ I found it myself, thanks to wouldbedorothy's hint - It's "Turning Points" by Britin.

https://www.midnightwhispers.net/viewstory.php?sid=846&textsize=5&chapter=8

maria-maria2345.livejournal.com

Hey !

So im searhing for a long, old (unfinished i think?) fic where justin and brian are together and they had a daughter, but their daughter died because of a car accident (brian was the driver).

I think at the beginning of the fic justin doesnt eat very well and lost a lot of weight and cant walk/stand on his own.

I think brian and justin live together but they have their own separate room.

If you guys can help me it will be awesome !

Thank you!

FOUND ! link in the comment

kitten32

I'm looking for two different fics.

1. Rage party. Justin finds Brian fucking Rage and in his head Justin interprets it as Brian saying to him 'this is all you'll ever get from me' 'this is all you deserve'. That's all I remember. FOUND. RED RIVER. https://midnightwhispers.net/viewstory.php?sid=735&chapter=1

2. Brian and Justin are married and monogamous with kids. Justin's theater career and Brian's business responsibilities are resulting in an almost non-existent sex life. Brian and the kids go on vacation with Ben and his kids with Michael. Ben and Michael are having similar sex problems. So Brian and Ben are on vacation and super hornyand almost have sex multiple times. Meanwhile Justin is at home and just as horny as Brian. He ends up having sex with his co-star who I think was Hobbs little brother. Brian comes back, gonna out and lets Justin's co-star fuck him. He then proposes to Justin a return to their open relationship. Things spiral downhill from there. FOUND. 3RD SEQUEL IN COBDWM SERIES. https://www.midnightwhispers.net/viewstory.php?sid=732

maggiemay_13

Hello all, there used to be a working link to Brian's POV for Cross Reference but I can't find it anywhere. Does anyone have it? Thanks, Patty

florissah.livejournal.com

Hi,
Does anyone know where I can read this? The author's journal is deleted.

Thanks,
Melissa

Found thanks to Bec2224!

amydambly.livejournal.com

Hi everybody,

Looking for a link to The Great Divide. I don't know who the author is specifics from the story just that its one of the novel length ones I've read and would like to again. Thought I had it bookmarked. I've scrolled through a few of the pages of the "novel length" tag here but didn't find it and lost my patience. LOL! Any help greatly appreciated!

Amy

Found very quickly. Link in comments!

hannah50601.livejournal.com

The only scene from this fic that I remember is a scene where Brian was at Justin's grave I think and Ethan showed up to pay this respects. Brian ended up taking Ethan home and sleeping with him. I also think Brian said that Justin was 23 at the time of his death

FOUND

barbygirl18.livejournal.com

Hi. I'm looking for Au story where Justin sells christmas threes. Brian and Gus comes to buy one. I think Justin is also sick and his boss wants to fire him. Cant find it anywhere. Please help me. :) Thank you all.

franzferdinannd.livejournal.com

Originally posted by

franzferdinannd at Brian cheats on Justin

Hi!I'm looking for fics where Brian is in a monogamous relationship with Justin and ends up cheating on him.Preferably a fic where he fights for him afterwards.OH and lots of angst please.Not looking for a specific fic,just some good recs from you beautiful people.

hannah50601.livejournal.com

1) a fic where justin attempts suicide and i believe the title was along the lines of "brian kinney is sex". in the fic, justin overdoses on pills but survives and the whole fic was in brian's point of view.

2) a fic where it is set years after the show ends and the word "weird" was in the title. all i remember from the story was one part where brian and justin just got done hiking up some trail and they were tired and laying on their backs when justin tell brian that he has a crush on him.

thanks to anyone who can help. ❤️

edit: BOTH found

julez2019.livejournal.com

Hey all!

I'm looking for a fic that I read a really long time ago where Justin and Brian are working on their relationship and in doing so I think they go to therapy but I'm not sure. Justin buys a chair that I think he calls the "talking chair" to put in the loft for one of them to sit in when they want to talk to the other about something emotional. It comes out in all of this that Brian attempted suicide multiple times (including on his 30th birthday and I think when Justin left him for Ethan).

All help is appreciated, thanks!

Edit: Found, link in comments. Thanks :)

paulaaluap1983.livejournal.com

I'm trying to find a fic:
-Brian and Justin are married and work together. They are the owners of the company.
-Justin thinks that their marriage is in crisis because Brian works too much.
-Justin obligate Brian to go to a marriage counselor: he secretly writes down the appointment in Brian's agenda and thats how Brian discovers his plans.
-Brian arrives late at the counselor.
-Justin is frustated and he smacks his blackberry on the floor.
-Justin says something like "I can´t do this anymore" and they separate but still live and work together because Brian is worried about harm the company.

Ideas?

Found by florissah. Sadly it seems abandoned. http://stitchesarchive.livejournal.com/

nochaser-12.livejournal.com

Need some diversion these days.

Trying to find two stories:

1. The only scene I recall is Ben and Brian talking about Justin, who apparently already died (though Brian doesn't know). Ben pulls out some clippings about the death, with photos to prove to Brian that Justin is dead. That's actually all I recall from that, but if someone knows the story please let me know. It isn't really a death fic, I don't think, more of a time slipping story, if that makes sense.

2. Brian and Justin are together and have just bought an Escalade. Short time later, Justin totals the Escalade but no one is hurt. When Brian wants to get another one - because it was obviously very, very safe - Justin kinda freaks a bit. No idea on any other details on this one either. But I hope someone knows it.

Been a long few days and I'm desperately in need of some 'don't have to think too hard' diversions. :)

FOUND #2: Change by Rena. Link is in comments. Found by

loahisi. Still looking for #1, but some good recs there.

jessica0610.livejournal.com

Hi, I'm looking for Justin/other fic recently.
And there is a wonderful fiction called Needle Cushion, which has been recommended in previous post. The author is sungaizing85 aka butterscotch. I've tried to check his livejoural but access failded. seems this fic has been delated.
I'm looking forward to read this story, so if anyone has a copy, pls kindly PM me: jessica_91@foxmail.com
many thanks!

Thank you Sandy for sending me files!

Links in comment for anyone who want to read this story

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desolateplaces.livejournal.com - 1. In character third person B/J long fics, 2. Justin down a well 3. Aftermath of Sap's party
8dreamcatcher8.livejournal.com - Brian and Justin deal with Joan Kinney's funeral and Brian starts therapy
desolateplaces.livejournal.com - looking for a fic where brian permanently keeps gus' footprint on the wooden floor and fic recs
bernerbaer.livejournal.com - B neglects J, J wants divorce
nochaser-12.livejournal.com - Justin overhears Brian telling Mel he's dying
britinmanor.livejournal.com - FreakyKat -Throw It Back To You PLUS Looking for a different story
ara-kiss.livejournal.com - Justin can't draw Brian's whole body
maria-maria2345.livejournal.com - Seaching for a fic where justin and brian lost their daughter
kitten32 - 1. Rage party. 2. B/J committed Justin cheats.
maggiemay_13 - Cross Reference Brian's POV -FOUND LINK IN COMMENTS
florissah.livejournal.com - Ceremony by McLachlan
amydambly.livejournal.com - Looking for The Great Divide
hannah50601.livejournal.com - Justin death fic where Brian sleeps with Ethan
barbygirl18.livejournal.com - Christmas au fic. Found.
franzferdinannd.livejournal.com - Brian cheats on Justin
hannah50601.livejournal.com - justin suicide attempt / future "weird" fic
julez2019.livejournal.com - Justin and Brian working on their relationship and J finds out B attempted suicide multiple times
paulaaluap1983.livejournal.com - Brian and Justin marriage crisis. Found.
nochaser-12.livejournal.com - Two stories: Ghost? Justin and Justin wrecks an Escalade
jessica0610.livejournal.com - FOUND! Justin/other fic called Needle Cushion by Sungaizing

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Entries tagged with angst

1. In character third person B/J long fics, 2. Justin down a well 3. Aftermath of Sap's party

Brian and Justin deal with Joan Kinney's funeral and Brian starts therapy

looking for a fic where brian permanently keeps gus' footprint on the wooden floor and fic recs

B neglects J, J wants divorce

Justin overhears Brian telling Mel he's dying

FreakyKat -Throw It Back To You PLUS Looking for a different story

Justin can't draw Brian's whole body

Seaching for a fic where justin and brian lost their daughter

1. Rage party. 2. B/J committed Justin cheats.

Cross Reference Brian's POV -FOUND LINK IN COMMENTS

Ceremony by McLachlan

Looking for The Great Divide

Justin death fic where Brian sleeps with Ethan

Christmas au fic. Found.

Brian cheats on Justin

justin suicide attempt / future "weird" fic

Justin and Brian working on their relationship and J finds out B attempted suicide multiple times

Brian and Justin marriage crisis. Found.

Two stories: Ghost? Justin and Justin wrecks an Escalade

FOUND! Justin/other fic called Needle Cushion by Sungaizing