[identity profile] phaen-ncis.livejournal.com
Okay, there are two stories that are evading me right now. They have been stuck in my head for a while now and I've gone through so many tags I'm going crazy cause I can't find them.

1. Justin has left Brian for Ethan. He gets a call that Brian is in the hospital (I think). When he gets there he learns that the gang believe Brian had tried to commit suicide. When Brian wakes up he believes he and Justin are still together. To help him, Justin leaves Ethan and moves back into the loft. I think (but I could be mixing up stories now) that Brian talks with a therapist/psychiatrist who is the ex-wife of his old high school gym teacher, who Brian mentioned in the show; and it is learned that he was actually molested by the gym teacher. In the end they all learn that Brian indeed did not try and commit suicide but ended up with some back drugs from Anita. FOUND! Reason to Believe by Tammy! Thanks [livejournal.com profile] wouldbedorothy!

2. Justin is alone at Deb's house during a really horrible storm. Deb and Vic (I think he was still alive) are gone on vacation, again I think. Brian, Michael, Ted and Emmett are all out at Woody's or Babylon and they show up just after the power goes out. Brian had returned because he knew that Justin is afraid of storms and he "wants to check up on him" or something like that. FOUND!

Thanks for any help!
[identity profile] is-mise-free.livejournal.com
There is this story out there and I swear I read it, can't find it in any of the tags. Ethan dies, Brian goes to the funeral just to give Justin his condolences and then Justin says something like "I'm glad he's dead"? I swear I read it once, I don't know maybe I dreamt it? I think Ethan was beating Justin or something?

Thanks in advance!


Found! Link in comments. 
[identity profile] lazalot-anreads.livejournal.com
I decided I would go ahead and make one more post after all, so here it is. Three more requests:

Lengthy Requests )

This is from the previous post to remind you of my basic tastes:

I've been spending a lot of time looking through the community tags here as well as looking through other sites like Across The Pond, FanFiction.Net, etc. and I'm beginning to have serious trouble finding Brian/Justin stories I want to read either again or for the first time, so I was really hoping to get some help. First of all I should say that I prefer NC-17 fics that are completed or are still being regularly updated and are at least two thousand words long, although I prefer longer fic for the most part. Things I don't touch with a ten foot pole are stories with scat, watersports, permanent major character death (either Brian or Justin), infidelity (not necessarilly tricking, but cheating after becoming monogomous), unhappy endings, and AUs that are historical or where the boys' ages are reversed. Other than that I go for pretty much everything. Oh, and if the story is especially great, I don't mind a lower rating.

Also, this particular statement is true for this post as well:

Okay, now normally I wouldn't ask for this, but since these requests are a bit vague I was hoping you guys would include a little information for each rec you give me. It doesn't need to be a full blown summary or anything, just an idea of what the fic is about. Thank you all for your help, I really don't know what I'd do without this community. Take care everyone!

Thank you all for your help!

UPDATE: There are quite a few recs now, but more are always welcome! Thanks, everyone!
[identity profile] hitzusin.livejournal.com
Hello! I'm looking for a few fics here, where the links are dead. Mostly due to the site being gone now or redirecting to a completely different, non-fanfiction website. Thank you!

Kiss Me Alright - Justin is autistic and Brian lives across the street. Very AU.
My Only Critic - Brian suffers from OCD. Very AU. Oh, and it's a MPREG.
Reforged (Brian loses his memory)
Trip on Love (Justin loses his memory)
Gone but not forgotten by Bryant MacLagan - Brian loose his memory at some point
Lasting promise by Tammy
Drink You Pretty by perhapsx
Blind Rage by crazy4qaf

All of the links I've found for these fics are dead, the websites no longer available.

Edit: Most of the fics found~ and links are in comment!
[identity profile] akannis.livejournal.com
Hi all,

Im trying to remember this story where Mel (or maybe Linds?) spanks Gus. Brian finds out, though I'm not quite sure if he is there when it happens or if he finds out about it later somehow.... I think maybe Gus misbehaves when he is with Brian and gets scared that he is going to get spanked? Either way Brian gets really upset. The story wasn't anti Mel/Linds from what I remember (she didn't hit Gus or anything), I think Mel is quite thrown by Brian's reaction...   

Does this ring a bell with anyone?
Ann

ETA: A few suggestions in the comments, but not the story I was thinking about... I think the story I am trying to remember might be the same one where Gus breaks a glass vase at the loft despite having been told repeatedly not to touch it... Or, I might just be mixing stories up now... 

ETA 2: Story now found! It is "A Touchy Subject All Around" by Melanie (downloadable from 4shared)
[identity profile] silvermoon8916.livejournal.com
Hi.
i was reading Bygones by Tammy and it's just nine chaps and is uncomplete so do u know if it's complete somewhere?i'd like to know what'll happen in the end.thanks.‏
FOUND SEQUELS IN COMMENTS.THANK U balrogtweety‏.‏
[identity profile] britin0490.livejournal.com
hello. i'm new to the community and i'm looking for 1 specific story and i have a general request. 

1. the specific story i'm looking for is about ethan dying and brian goes to pay his respects and discovers that justin's relationship with ethan was abusive and justin tells brian that he's glad ethan is dead because he beat him and raped him when they were together. 

2. my general request is for any hurt!justin stories where brian has to take care of him and support him. they can involve rape, illness, or severe injuries but please no death! they can also be stories that are works in progress but they have to be ones that are updated regularly. 

thanks in advance. 

edit: story found and more good stories in comments
[identity profile] yaoigirl18.livejournal.com
I found a copy of "A Married Man." I found it with 14 chapters. Do you know if that is the complete version?


Edit: Question Answered, its an abandoned WIP.
[identity profile] edith07.livejournal.com
I downloaded Tammy's A Married Man fic from the DL More Lost Fics link. I want to know if the fic was ever finished. I did a google search but I only found the DL links.

Thanks in advance.
[identity profile] missiedawn.livejournal.com
So this story has been driving me crazy- the only scene I remember is Brian having a flash back of his gym teacher and the chapter ends with Brian saying:
If you decide to kill yourself take some pills or hang yourself, don't use a gun. Because its never your enemies that find the body.
Something along those lines- I think It's a longer story or a series because their are lots of flashbacks- I can't remember who Brian was talking to but I don't think it was Justin or anyone in the gang.
Thanks in advance- I really hope someone recognizes this ^.^
[identity profile] galesgirl66.livejournal.com
Looking fora a fic which brian is in an relations with kids with another guy . Justin with the help of Lindsley use brians sperm and had a child later in the fic brians partner included justin in their relationship.
Also looking for all chapter of Tammy A married man.
[identity profile] sfscarlet.livejournal.com
I just read A Married Man by Tammy. I have no idea where I downloaded it from but according to my Nook, it is from BJfic.net which of course doesn't exist anymore. Does anyone know if she ever wrote a sequel to this story. I have the first 14 chapters. Is it possible there are more chapters to the story? It jsut kind of ends abruptly and am hoping that there is more.


Thanks for the responses, even though I was hoping for a better answer. :-( I'll check out her other work at Across the Pond.
[identity profile] lovekillkissme.livejournal.com

I dont remember a lot of detail about the fiction. What I do remember is that Brian has an accident, and wakes up in the hospital with little to no memory. The gang thinks he tried to commit suicide, so when Brian starts asking about Justin, they bring Justin to see him. The problem is that Justin had left Brian for Ethan. Another thing is that when Brian has to see a shrink, it ends up being the ex wife of his old gym teacher that was Brians first sexual experience
thanks for any help you can give!

[identity profile] qafkinnetic.livejournal.com
I was wondering if anyone had a working link to Nuisance by Starla.

Also, Hearing Things by Eveline, On The Outside by Tammy  and In Between Days (I'm not sure who it's by, but it's about how Brian envies Justin's sleep)

Thanks!

FOUND! Links in comments.
[identity profile] kato-sama.livejournal.com
I saw these recommended fics with a short summary on a site, the links didn't work, google didn't help. So I wanted to ask here if someone knows if these fics are online somewhere, or if someone has a copy for me? Thanks in advance!

 

1.
A Presence by Starla
The first time Justin finds a photo of himself in the loft, he stops and stares at it for a full five minutes.
FOUND: http://www.queereyes.net/apresence.html

2.
Armor by Cait
Justin runs into Chris Hobbs and it doesn't affect him. But Brians' a different story.
FOUND: http://web.archive.org/web/20070311042956/http://queerasfic.irishcaelan.com/cait.htm

3.
My Best Friend Brian Kinney by Tammy
Brian and Michael are at the loft, talking and drinking. In his drunken state Brian reveals things Michael has a hard time wrapping his mind around.
FOUND: http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=3291

4.
How Michael Heard by Erin
The title gives it away.
FOUND: http://www.queereyes.net/erin/howmichaelheard.html

5.
The Key to my Heart by Tammy
A special day for Justin.
FOUND: http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=2655

6.
Accidental Voyers by Jag1686
Michael & Emmett get stuck in the loft and watch.
FOUND: http://www.4shared.com/document/wvXdXkgO/Accidental_Voyeurs.html

7.
Observation by Rena
Emmett ends up snowbound at Britin and gets a glimpse into Justin and Brian at home. Not explicit in any manner.
FOUND:  http://web.archive.org/web/20071213173146/http://www.thelibertydiner.net/observation.html



Edit: Thanks to the people who found the fics. You guys are great! Thank you so much!
[identity profile] erdmut1.livejournal.com
Hello all,

I remember crying over this one and don't think it was ever finished (but maybe/hopefully I'm wrong). 20 years after Brian and Justin break-up their sons meet and fall in love. Turns out Craig had Brian beaten up badly and Jennifer begged him to leave Justin, so of course he did. Justin then married Daphne after getting her pregnant. Daphne dies shortly before this story starts. I think the reason I cried is that no one knew why Brian had left Justin... and that he had kept Britin for 20 years without anyone knowing about it.


thanks administrator gals for doing all of this!!!


FOUND: It's called "A Married Man" by Tammy and ran 14 chapters, but was never finished. Chapters 1 - 13 were found on the wayback machine: http://web.archive.org/web/20051217085030/www.never-ending-love.de/B_J_Stories/A_Married_Man/a_married_man.html

for the entire story email: http://gpin2084.livejournal.com/
[identity profile] balrogtweety.livejournal.com
I looked for this in the tags and memories but could not find.

It's a story where everyone believes that Brian tried to commit suicide but it was the drugs that he bought from Anita that did this to him. I think the drugs made him lose his memory. I could be wrong.

Please help me!!

Story found!! in comments
[identity profile] edom56.livejournal.com

Hey,

I have this fic on my mind. Brian loses his memory after taking some drugs. Everybody thinks it was a suicide attempt. He doesn't like the guy he is told that he is and the few things he remembers along the way. He meets a therapist who turns out to be the ex-wife of his old coach, the 'the most famous shower scene since psycho' one.

Anybody remembers what this is?

Found! Link in comments.

[identity profile] 722611-s.livejournal.com
Brian gets amnesia.  Justin leaves Ethan to help Brian work through it.  I'm pretty sure it had a BJ happy ending. 
Some details include:
Brian remember the bashing while Gus was visiting and screams, "NO."
Brian runs away after he remembers all the guys he's slept with.
I think Micheal was very awkward around Brian and they weren't as close in the end
Justin is waiting for Ethan somewhere and Ethan comes out and Justin thinks how it's going to hurt him to hurt Ethan

Ring any bells?  Please and Thank You!!!
 

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