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Trying to find a really good fic I read a while back-  It's a rape fic but I might me confusing two different stories -  It's set right after ep 308 - canon up to that point - Brian and Justin are working on putting their relationship back. Brian plans a romantic dinner at the loft - Justin not aware of the plan  agrees to have dinner with Ethan just so he can give Ethan some closure on their failed romance. Ethan drugs Justin's food/drink and the next thing we know Justin wakes up on a filthy mattress in an abandoned drug house - badly beating and raped. He somehow gets to his cellphone - he may had been tied down - I vaguely remember him using his nosr to dail the numbers. He calls Brian for help- Brian was worried sick then as it got later and later he was pissed off - believing Justin blew him off - when Justin gets Brian on the phone he whispers "help me"  Brian with the help of Carl is able to trace Justin whereabouts by the phone signal. Here's the point where I think I'm confusing two fics- Chris Hobbs is behind the kidnapping by paying Ethan to drug Justin. Chris becomes obsessed with Justin and vows to get rid of Brian so he can have Justin all to himself. The story is told from several points of views - Chris believes he's in love with Justin and that he's not gay because he only wants Justin in "that way" He eventually gets a chance and kidnapps Justin again ( yeah I know it sounds lame but it really was a very good fic) In the AU Craig and Justin are working on mending their relationship so when Justin goes missing again Craig and Brian work together to find him. Brian works some clues and figures out where Chris has Justin - Meanwhile Justin is angry that Chris took him against his will and the two have a very violent fight - Justin is sure Chris is planning a murder-suicide so Justin fights to survive - Brian closely followed by the police arrive -  Chris is kiiled but I believe Craig may had shot him.   the second fic - Justin leaves after I believe the incident when Brian turns him away at the loft door  when Justin comes there after being released from the Hospital -Justin hurt just walks and walks until his feet on nearly raw. He's near frozen to death when a sweet old lady stops and gives him a ride.He ends up working for her- I believe he still becomes a famous artist - justn determined to put Brian and the Pitts behind never goes back. Over the years Brian changes -he realized that he truly loved his sunshine.  The two eventually meet again and get back together. I know not much to go on but I'm sure Moonshadow woman wrote it. But I've looked all  over Midnight Whispers but no luck. PLEASE HELP! I really want to read these stories again.