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ellipse70.livejournal.com

I remember reading a fic where Brian and Justin get married on the beach, and it was a beautiful but casual ceremony (there were no guests and they were dressed in jeans or something).

I thought it would have been "Trading Places" but it wasn't. It's probably part of a longer fic?

Does anybody remember what fic it is?

Edit: FOUND, it is Choices by England13
http://gihfics.kinnetiks.net/QAF/Fics/by%20Authors/E/England13/

Other suggestions in comments. Thank you everybody!

toto-too514.livejournal.com

Justin suffers from severe brain damage after the bashing. He lives with his parents, he's unable to care for himself and Jennifer is especially protective of him. He has difficulty walking and is often bullied by local kids. I think I remember one scene with his father, where he tries to explain to Justin that he should be modest, after Craig walks in and finds him naked. There might be porn magazines that's he's found from before the bashing??? Brian tries to reconnect with him, but I think Jennifer is hesitant. Justin pushes for more independence.

EDIT: FOUND! Link in comments.

urugwaj.livejournal.com

I'm looking for a story where Gus is a teenager and his boyfriend dies in a car accident and after that Gus has problems getting behind the wheel.

Gus probably live with his mothers and Brian and Justin don't know how to help him deal with what's happened.

Justin's abstract paintings are a part of the story and pictures of them were posted in the middle of the chapters.

The story might not have been posted on LJ. I've checked all tags were Gus was mentioned.

found - How We Got Where We're Going by allie quixotic

Thank you for your help! :)

mariana10israel.livejournal.com

All I remember is that Daphne has Justin daughter when he was bushed and never told him. Now years later she is
married and her husband want to adopt her child she needs Justin approval. She suddenly reappear at Justin and Brian
house and told them the truth but it seems that her marriage is not a good one.

queerasfray.livejournal.com

Looking for Brian/Ted fics. I've seen the tag, but the recs weren't the kind of stories I was looking for. Any other suggestions? (No Ted-bashing)

Also (ducks sticks & stones) I'm wondering if there are any good angsty stories out there in which Justin treats Brian badly (Ethan Era would be awesome, but I'm not fussy). Again, I looked at the tags and the recs weren't what I had in mind. I LOVE this particular genre of angst and could use a good ol' fashion cry.

Thanks to everyone who responded. No Brian/Ted fics (which actually doesn't surpise me) but some other excellent recs for my other request in the comments.

http://users.livejournal.com/bitch_goddess_/

1.( Likable (NOT Lickable!) Ethan )

2.( Justin's Career Sabotaged )

3.( Justin Is Close To Someone Besides Brian In Family )

The last one includes a decent sized rant (read: passionate opinion) that is actually the reason I had to make any cuts in this post. But it spells out the request pretty well if I do say so myself! (And, to be fair, I deleted a lot of it when I saw how long it was.)

Thanks for your help! Can't wait to start reading!!!

Sandy
MrsHippyfreak

**Several suggestions found for #1 & #3!! Thanks so much for them!!**

**None found for #2... though that really doesn't surprise me. But maybe someone will write it now that the idea is out in the universe!**

rebel-yell12.livejournal.com

I've been looking in all the usual tags for any fic wherein Justin is the one causing problems between he and Brian. It seems like all the stories under B&J fight and the similar tags have Brian as the one causing problems, but on the show it was a bit more complex than that and Justin certainly wasn't always an innocent (pretty much most of the end of S2, for example, but primarily Ethan and the trip to Vermont, the latter being probably the character's nadir for me - though certain parts of early S4 are a close runner-up for that). It doesn't have to be anything huge, I'd just like a story or two where Justin has to apologize to Brian, rather than the other way around, and apologize in a genuine sense not in that 'say I'm wrong just to pacify the big jerk' sense.

I've also been unable to find many fics that deal with Brian's victimization at the Prom. The emphasis on the show and in fic has been on Justin's issues, but not Brian's when Brian can clearly remember it. It's always bothered me that Justin regularly throws the bashing at Brian ("you wouldn't think it was funny if you'd been bashed" and things like that) when Brian really was bashed in a sense as well - there is clear evidence that witnesses can also experience PTSD and other issues, especially if said witness might feel guilt for the event.

To summarize, I'm basically a sucker for any story where Brian ends up the victim/injured party/comfortee rather than the jerk/aggressor/comforting (oh, how I love those tags). Somehow I doubt if Brian Kinney were a real person he would appreciate this....

ETA: Thanks for the great recs! I'm already working my way through them.

is-mise-free.livejournal.com

Hi guys, I am reading "Great and Unfortunate Things," The story where at the beginning Mel and Linds are in a car accident with the kids and Mel dies and Lindsey becomes paralyzed. I read a story a long time ago, very similar beginning where the girls were in an accident but in that one they both died. Justin was there as soon as he heard and then moved back home with Brian to Britin to help raise Gus and I think even JR. It was a brilliant story and would love to read it again. I need a good cry right now and that one always got me to shed a few tears.

One has been found in the comments but I am not sure if that is the one I was thinking of. it was long and beautifully written. I have combed the Dead!Lesbians tag and didn't seem to find it. All I can really remember is that the story was long, so long that Gus grew up by several years I believe. They were living in Britin, Justin was still painting, they kept the loft, hmm, I don't know. I might be mixing several stories as well.

EDIT: One story found, It could be the story i was looking for, i'm not sure but it was an amazing read anyway. Thanks guys and gals! Have A Gay Day!

qafmyaddiction.livejournal.com

Hello,
I'm interested in finding a fic where Justin enjoys bottoming with someone other than Brian (or Ethan).

The closest I have read are Incarnadine by Rhiannonhero and Love Between Men by Miss Miko, however both fics include Brian.

- http://www.rhiannonhero.net/rhi/QueerAsFolk/Incarnadine.html
- http://heelsoverhead.net/stories/lovebetweenmen.html

I would be ecstatic if anyone knew where I could read a Justin centric bottoming story; if it happens to be a stand alone great, however I am not opposed to longer stories. Thank you.

Some suggestions below.

is-mise-free.livejournal.com

Hi! First time posting, long time lurker, okay maybe only like a month, month and a half but still that's a long time right? And Mods? I hope I am posting right, if not please tell me and I will fix it.

Okay, so it is driving me nuts and I am probably only drive you all nuts too because I only remember that Justin was scared to talk or make decisions on his own or something. It drove Brian crazy I think but he was calm and sweet when he tried to come up with a way to have Justin's voice heard so Justin started to tap Brian's thigh? That is literary the only thing I remember of the story. I am so sorry.

I hope someone out there remembers this story.

And I don't know what to do with the tags, sorry mods. I will fix it if there is something wrong, I swear.

EDIT: Story Found! Link found in comments!!!

amydambly.livejournal.com

Hey, I'm looking for a fic in which someone (I think Craig) sets fire to Babylon. I believe he thinks it's empty because it's the middle of the night but Justin happens to be inside. Luckily someone is walking by and sees the fire and calls 911. It's all I remember.

Thanks for any help!!

crowleygurl.livejournal.com

So I know I saw these two stories posted on here but looking through the tags I cannot find them:
1. Justin and Brian are having finacial problems, Justin was working this job that he hated coloring for a cartoon and he only had one color blue I think. Micheal borrowed the car but didn't want to give it back and Brian mentions how much harder Justin is working to get things done because they don't have the car.

2. Justin's hand was damaged not sure if it was the bashing though I think it was. Brian and Justin haven't seen each other in a while, Brian goes and helps Justin. The only thing I really remember that is different is Justin couldn't open a pill bottle because of chil proof covers.

Thanks for any help.

Both have been found (check comments) thanks for the help!

highd.livejournal.com

I am searching for a story, I most likely have on my Kindle.

Brian and Justin are in a fairly new relationship, and the gang is trying to get used to it.

The only scene I can remember clearly is that Brian and Justin go to Debbie's for lunch or dinner. During the visit Gus tries to make origami cranes, and while they aren't that good Justin wants to take a few home with them. Justin is the first guy that Brian ever introduces to Gus, so Lindsay tell's Brian a story about how they told Gus that Justin is Brian's special friend.

Thanks in advance.

Story found in comments. Yes the story is on my kindle :)

Cheers.

burnt-orchid93.livejournal.com

Is there any fic where either Justin or Brian get a limb amputation? I don't know if something like that was ever written. I'd prefer it if it was Justin who lost a limb, and it would be even better (in a sadistic way) if it was his right hand. Or maybe something where he totally loses the use of it.

Can you help me?

EDIT
several links in the comment. Still looking

kiddoditto.livejournal.com

Brian lives in Los Angeles. He keeps in contact with his Pittsburgh family by telephone.
Meanwhile the gang has meet Justin. He is there friend, babysitts for them....
Brian and Justin don't knew each other, but Brian has heared of Justin threw the telephone calls (or emails)from the others.
Justin is still bashed. I think Brian makes a trip home and learns to love Justin.

FOUND:
http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=249
"Dedicated to the one I love" by Moonshadow Woman

mysid.livejournal.com

I'm 99% sure that the title is "Stranded," and I think I was reading this on the Moonshadow Tribe site. Unfortunately, there's no "search by title" on that site. I did try Googling key words, but Google failed me. I also clicked on the "B/J stranded somewhere" tag here, but I didn't find it that way either.

The story is an AU. Brian is a writer and is currently living in a remote area of Oregon. (Cougar Camp Trail?) Driving back to his house (government owned, he's borrowing it) during the beginning of severe blizzard, he picks up Justin. They become completely snowed in for an extended period of time.

Update: Stranded is by

besame_bj. Thank you to ipitydafool for the quick ID.

maria182.livejournal.com

hello !

i'm searching for a fic where brian (who left for ny) is coming back to pittsburg and helps justin with his ptsd.
justin is living alone and works at the theater (he's selling tickets).
brian kind of "forced" him to quit his job to come back to work at the dinner.
when brian needs to go back to ny, he's asking justin to come with him.

what else can i say...uhm... i remember that justin had a nightmare and was sleepwalking and fall in the stairs.

he always sleep with a wall behind him because he's afraid.

i think at some point, they are sleeping together but justin doesnt want the gang to know.

i think the last scene of the fic is at the airport.

i searched in the tags (ptsd/brian comfort justin/post bashing...couldnt find it ://)

Found ! it's Glowing Rooms by ohmyjetsabel

theresolutions.livejournal.com

Hello everyone! Glowing Rooms is one of my favorite fanfics, but when I recently went to

ohmyjetsabel's lj...none of her content was available. I can still view her userinfo and it says she has tags and journal entries, but when I click to view them, only the backdrop of her lj shows up. I've tried various browers and the result is the same. Does anyone know if she friend locked her journal and I missed the memo?

I know she was working on a few fics and last I had seen, updated on June 23rd. I checked her author tag on here too, but came up with no answers.

Thank you! <3

update: thank you for the prompt responses!

duffy_60 pretty much confirmed that the journal is friend-locked and

its_french provided a link to Glowing Rooms on a different site.

update2:

ohmyjetsabel responded to this post, yay! She graciously added that it is okay for readers to pm her to be friended if they want to read her awesome fic. Thanks for dropping in jetsabel...its wonderful to know that you're still writing :).

hanging-fire.livejournal.com

You guys were so awesome at reccing fics for my request that I am back again looking for more angsty!Brian.

I'm looking for any fics in which Brian suffers from lingering trauma after the bashing. Nightmares, and panic attacks and that kind of thing would be especially great, but even just little things, like avoiding parking garages, or being bothered by blood or baseball bats. I've been through the bashing/post-bashing and the ptsd tags, but most everything I've found relates more to Justin. I recently read Name Your Wish by Just Visting, which has Brian sort of breaking down in front of Justin and Mikey and Deb and it got me in the mood for more.

My second request is for fics in which Brian is reluctant to take Justin back after they break up. Preferably nothing in which he's really mean and makes Justin suffer for it...just where he's understandably wary about getting back together with Justin after he's been left so many times by him.

I will take as much angst as I can get, but happy endings are definitely preferred.

galeandrandy.livejournal.com

Hey, so this is not a lot to go on but this is just torturing me here. I'm looking for a bjfic and it's one I am positive that I should know well. I have this feeling that it is likely even one of my favorite fictions ever but my kindle is showing no results when I search foursome' and windows 7... I have no idea how to search 'non indexed locations'-such as my ex. hard drive.

So anyway... the fic.

I know it is Canon, I know in my head it is post series (though I'm not finding it in that category of my fic folders) so I'm pretty sure it must be an AU that is very canon. And I'm pretty sure the story ends like this:

Brian walks into their bedroom and Justin is holding two grooms from a wedding cake and he's all... "So... wanna have a foursome?" or words close to that.

I'm sure I'll be kicking myself once this is found because I know by the way the scene popped into my head that it is likely one of my top 10 favorite fics. Please help!

Edit: Found! The story is of course... Inescapable by suzvoy ~and it does end like I thought it did. It is one of the best AU in Canon Characterization fics ever and definitely in my top 10 favorites and I'm completely embarrassed that I didn't know this immediately. *facepalm*

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Entries tagged with ptsd

Brian and Justin get married on the beach (in LA?)

Justin Severely Disabled After Bashing

Gus's boyfriend dies in a car accident

a surprise child

Brian/Ted or Anti-Justin

Likable Ethan/Justin's Career Sabotaged/Justin Is Close To Someone Besides Brian In Family

Justin 'at fault' in a fight & Brian's issues from bashing [Recs found, though more always welcome!]

Similar story of "Great And Unfortunate Things"

Justin enjoying bottoming with someone other than brian

The one where Justin and Brian have a secret code?

Someone sets fire to Babylon with Justin inside

Justin and Brian poor and story about Justin's damaged hand

Brian and Justin in new relationship

B/J get a limb amputation?

Brian lives in LA, the gang is friends with Justin

Title: Stranded (AU B/J in Oregon during blizzard)

1) justin has ptsd

Ohmyjetsabel's lj friends-only or deleted?

Brian post-pashing and B&J getting back together

Canon-Maybe AU-Grooms from cake-Foursome