Entries tagged with b/j addiction issues

Justin and Brian working on their relationship and J finds out B attempted suicide multiple times

Hey all!

I'm looking for a fic that I read a really long time ago where Justin and Brian are working on their relationship and in doing so I think they go to therapy but I'm not sure. Justin buys a chair that I think he calls the "talking chair" to put in the loft for one of them to sit in when they want to talk to the other about something emotional. It comes out in all of this that Brian attempted suicide multiple times (including on his 30th birthday and I think when Justin left him for Ethan).

All help is appreciated, thanks!

Edit: Found, link in comments. Thanks :)

Brian at a Resort...

Hello, I'm looking for the FF, where Brian is living at a resort, where you can pay for his services. The owner is really mean to him. Justin has a son called Gus, he gives his father a trip to the resort.

FOUND!!!"Breaking Rules" by Moonshadow Woman http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=296

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Missing Brian, anti-Lindsay

Hi there, fellow QAF fans!

So, the story I was searching for goes like this:

Brian goes to Florida and ends up missing. I believe he was shipwrecked? And it took a long time to find him. Lindsay is convinced that Brian has left money for her in his will. Justin doesn't want Brian's will to be read. Lindsay convinces the gang that Brian left money for them too but Justin was keeping the money for himself. But it turns out that Brian only left donations in their name to various charities.

I've looked through the anti-lindsay tag, the missing or kidnapped tag but nothing. I hope someone can help me find this story... Its been driving me crazy for days.

FOUND: I'm Missing You... by 7wildwaysup

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Justin Is A Drug Addict FOUND by chase37

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chase37
I Feel Alive by Inner_Justin

Good Morning!

I am looking for a specific fic that starts off with Brian saying something like...since the bashing and living with Justin, "I should have seen the signs...Justin is an addict." I'm pretty sure that's in the first couple of lines.

I saw it recently. I'm not sure if it was on AO3 or someones memories - I may have even DL'd it, but didn't tag it. I've search B/J addiction issues, but nothing rings a bell.

Can someone help?

Thanks, Deborah

Brian deals with an addiction, Brian gets hurt

I'm not sure if there are any fics like this out there. I have tried looking in the tags but I got kinda lost :)

I am looking for a fic where Brian deals with some sort of addiction - maybe after he and Justin break up *sobs* and a fic where Brian gets injured and Justin is there to nurse him back to health :)

There might not be anything like this out there, but hopefully you guys can help x

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AU, post-513 fic where B is no longer successful (addict, loses Kinnetic), J is off living the life

Please help! Looking for a recent-ish fic where the author purposely writes against post-513 fandom trope featuring pathetic!Brian and independent!Justin and a rather ambiguous possible HEA...

~~I thought it was written by Frayach/queerasfray, but after combing through her journal and AO3 profile, alas it was not!~~ FOUND by

kellankyle! It is by Fray, but she has removed it from her journal :-(

Details:
1. After Justin leaves for New York, Brian never recovers. He becomes a functioning drug addict and eventually loses Kinnetic when Ted convinces him to take it public and they get taken over by a competitor.

2. Justin doesn't stay in touch and goes on to have several relationships and success as an artist in the States and Europe.

3. At one point, Justin comes back to the Pitts for a visit and sees Brian through the diner window and realizes that Brian has become ordinary/pathetic and that he no longer loves him. He later writes Brian and tells him to get his life together.

4. Life goes on and Brian and Justin eventually experience reversals of fortune. Brian moves on and begins a second career as a developer, while Justin's career kind of plateaus and he realizes that he is lonely and returns to the Pitts.

5. Brian and Justin meet again and sort of get back together, with one caveat: Brian won't have full intercourse with Justin because he no longer trusts Justin not to hurt him and Brian has learned to protect himself.

6. After several years together, Brian eventually moves to Philadelphia and tells Justin that he doesn't want Justin to come with him. Brian wants to keep their long-distance relationship going, but wants to devote his time to developing his career. Justin realizes that their relationship has come full circle and he has to love Brian enough to let him go the same way Brian did for him.

To be honest, I didn't really love this story the first time I read it (which is probably why I didn't think to bookmark it, grrr!), but it has really stayed with me and after some time away, I would like to read it again - so any help would be greatly appreciated.

Linds sets fire to Justin's studio

I' probably going to hate myself when I find out what this is. Justin has a friend from England who is a champion boxer. Later in the story Linds sets fire to the stables where Justin's studio is. I know I have this--somewhere.
Thanks.

YES, YES, YES!! Thank you, all 3 of you.
Link in comments.

Justin 'at fault' in a fight & Brian's issues from bashing [Recs found, though more always welcome!]

I've been looking in all the usual tags for any fic wherein Justin is the one causing problems between he and Brian. It seems like all the stories under B&J fight and the similar tags have Brian as the one causing problems, but on the show it was a bit more complex than that and Justin certainly wasn't always an innocent (pretty much most of the end of S2, for example, but primarily Ethan and the trip to Vermont, the latter being probably the character's nadir for me - though certain parts of early S4 are a close runner-up for that). It doesn't have to be anything huge, I'd just like a story or two where Justin has to apologize to Brian, rather than the other way around, and apologize in a genuine sense not in that 'say I'm wrong just to pacify the big jerk' sense.

I've also been unable to find many fics that deal with Brian's victimization at the Prom. The emphasis on the show and in fic has been on Justin's issues, but not Brian's when Brian can clearly remember it. It's always bothered me that Justin regularly throws the bashing at Brian ("you wouldn't think it was funny if you'd been bashed" and things like that) when Brian really was bashed in a sense as well - there is clear evidence that witnesses can also experience PTSD and other issues, especially if said witness might feel guilt for the event.

To summarize, I'm basically a sucker for any story where Brian ends up the victim/injured party/comfortee rather than the jerk/aggressor/comforting (oh, how I love those tags). Somehow I doubt if Brian Kinney were a real person he would appreciate this....

ETA: Thanks for the great recs! I'm already working my way through them.

brian/justin band fic

any completed good fics where brian and justin are in a band? or just justin in a band?

some suggestions found

Jasper's Fics

'Boas' everyone,
I've read two or three stories written by Jasper (the completed ones on Aly's folder) and I'm curious if there's more and where can I read them.
Thank you *

ETA: I'd already checked the tags, googled, fanfictioned, midnightwhispered, ao3'ed, even moonshadowtrib'ed before I posted this, so I got to the conclusion that, to indulge myself, I've to reread Jasper's fics that I already have . Nevertheless I've to thank to

wouldbedorothy for her answer,

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Justin interior designer

While watching HGTV, I thought I remembered a fic where Justin was an interior designer. I looked through the other profession tag and could not find it. Did I just imagine a fic with Justin as an interior designer? Or did I overlook it again?

Please help!

Edit: Hannasch was right. It was The Keeping Series by Vamphile.

B/J in a mental hospital, B goes to trial on Kip/John's accusations

1. I'm looking for fics where Brian is very troubled (preferably as a teen or young adult) and is in a mental institution. Justin (or even Michael) meets him there. In fact, any fics where Brian is troubled/suicidal would be great.

2. Are there any fics out there where Brian ends up going to trial for Kip or John's sexual harassment accusations? Any other fics where Brian is on trial for a crime would be great.

Crazy Lindsey

Hi, I'm looking for a fic (or, I think, a series) set post season 5. Brian and Justin are still together, but Linds and Mel's relationship falls apart. Lindsey comes to Brian for help and tells him that Mel hit Gus. This turns out not to be the case, or at least, Mel spanked him once and felt guilty about it, as opposed to actually abusing him. The whole turned out to be a ploy by Lindsey to get Brian into a relationship with her, and she becomes threatening towards Justin. I think at one point she sets a fire to try and get rid of him. If anyone knows what story I'm talking about, it would be amazing if you could let me know.

Thanks!

Walmer92

Brian hits head/damages leg

I could be mixing two stories together but I think in this one Brian falls and hits his head(?) at the loft and the way he lands on the floor it damages his leg where it's some kind of nerve damage. The part I'm not sure about and may be from another story is that they thought Brian was doing drugs/drunk when he fell but I think a trick drugged him? I could be wrong about that. I just read a story where he has a stroke and has problems w/ the right side of his body and it reminded me of this one but that's about all I can remember. Thanks to anyone that can help!

Edit: Found! It's "Pain Management" by sfscarlet - link is in the comments

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Justin in Rehab for a time

Hi All,

I am looking for a fic I read a while back where Justin has a really bad drug problem (I think one time he was passed out on the floor in his own vomit) and ends up going to into rehab for a long while, I think his mom gets involved to get him there? He doesn't see Brian for I think some years or so? They end up meeting up later. Does anyone know what I am talking about?

'preciate it!

Nik

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AU with Brian as famous actor

Looking for a well-written au story which is a very, very, long with multiple parts. At the time that I last read it, the story was a WIP in progress--I'm hoping it's finished now. In the story, Brian becomes a well-known movie star (one character is built around Tom Hanks). Brian first meets this director as a kid when he became his lover while filming a documentary about his life as a boy on the streets. In this story, Brian has serious addiction problems, and ends up inheriting the director's home after he kills himself (and everyone but Justin blames Brian for it).

Story found:gaedhal's Queer Identities

Brian cancer and aids/hiv

I've searched everwhere (or it feels that way) for this fic and I can't find it.
Justin is living in New York. Gus lives with Brian. Brian got aids/hiv when he did heroin with an already used needle. Justin comes back to the Pitts after Deb have died (at least I think it was Deb.) Justin mets Gus in the graveyard. And one thing turns to another and Justin ends up convincing Brian to get the treatment for the cancerhe has, that is related to the aids. And Brian gets better, I think there is two endings, one where Brian dies and the other he lives.
Does any one know what story I'm talking about?

FOUND: "Too deep for Healing" - http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1244&warning=3

Brian never has met linz

I don't like very much Linz (and Michael too) btw I like to know if there are the fics where Brian never has met Linz
If you can help plz
Thank u

found some in the comments thanks all but I look for more

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Brian is addicted to drugs

I'm looking for fics in which Brian has a serious drug problem. I've read one or two about someone in the gang realizing that the drug use we see in the show is an issue and trying to convince Brian he has a problem. I'm talking about a legitimate, serious drug addiction. I'm not really looking for rehab fics or fics referring to past drug use either, unless there are scenes in which Brian uses.

I vaguely recall a fic where Justin was the older one (I think) and Brian had a drug habit he used to numb the pain and rejection he received from his screwed up family. Justin develops feelings for him and tries to help him. This could just be an idea in my own head and, if so, I might just have to write it.

I'm open to stories in which Brian and Justin are both addicts that enable each other's addiction, if any exist.

A couple related fics found in comments.

LF Spec. BJ meeting through relative, Brian detoxing, J hurt by broken bottle, BJ Mental Link

Hello, everyone was so helpful last time I requested so I'm hoping someone will be able to help me find these fics as well. There are several I'm looking for, since I read these a long time ago and am interested in reading them again.

1.
• Brian's uncle or grandfather dies or is really sick so he goes out to visit him. I think Justin works for Brian's grandfather. Whether by Brian's relative's doing or not, Justin and Brian end up dating. I remember the fic was pretty long. I think Brian's relative leaves his house to Brian.

2.
• I really don't remember much about this fic but I keep thinking of a scene where Justin is helping Brian in the shower. I think what happened is that in the fic, Brian admits that he's an alcoholic and so Justin agrees to help him detox.

( Cut for length of the other two... )

Found: Links in comments