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kiddoditto.livejournal.com

I remember reading only the beginning of a story. i have no idea if the story is already complead, if i just missed that more chapters were posted or if it's still a work in progress.

Brian and Justin were married. I think they lived in Britin.
Michael dies. Justin can't really help Brian with his grieving and is also sad and Justin uses Brian old metod of pain managment.
Justin is drunk (maybe drugs were also involved). He believes that he sleeped with Ethan (at that point it's not clear if he really did it). He tells Brian about it.
Brian is devasted and leaves Justin for a few days. Justin tells him he would do anything to help him. So Brian tells him that he wants a divorce and that he wants to sell Britin. Justin is dying inside but wants to do what Brian wishes...

The story was really sad and heartbreaking...

I really want to know how this storie ends...

FOUND: link is in the comments

arkflikka.livejournal.com

I've searched everwhere (or it feels that way) for this fic and I can't find it.
Justin is living in New York. Gus lives with Brian. Brian got aids/hiv when he did heroin with an already used needle. Justin comes back to the Pitts after Deb have died (at least I think it was Deb.) Justin mets Gus in the graveyard. And one thing turns to another and Justin ends up convincing Brian to get the treatment for the cancerhe has, that is related to the aids. And Brian gets better, I think there is two endings, one where Brian dies and the other he lives.
Does any one know what story I'm talking about?

FOUND: "Too deep for Healing" - http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1244&warning=3

britinlure.livejournal.com

I am completely new to all of this so I am still learning the ropes here. Anyway, I am looking for any stories that has to do with Brian and Justin obviously. I've looked through the memories but didn't find much to read. So, I'm looking for any sort of stories that has to do with HIV, abuse, amnesia and is completely off canon.

HIV, anything from Brian having it, to Justin having it.
Abuse, I'd rather read Justin being abused, whether its by Brian or someone else.
Amnesia, anything is fine with this one too.
AU, anything for this as well.

I'm pretty sure that probably is not a story that has all four things I am looking for, but if there is, that would be great.

FOUND... links in comments.
Thank you all who had posted.

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molkogirl-dna.livejournal.com

Hello people :)

Im' looking for a fic where Brian has KS and Justin is taking care of him, obviously B ...I really don't remember much of the plot...any help would be appreciated

Thnx
:D

Found Too Deep For Healing by deviant_queen, links in the comments!
:)

qafkinnetic.livejournal.com

I know there are tons and tons of fics out there where Justin dies, or both of them die, but I've only read a few in which Brian dies. I've read the ones that are in the death!fic memories here. Are there any more where Brian dies that havent been rec'ed (recc'ed? Recced? ??) or arent on those lists?

Some recs found. More are welcome!

ice-whisper.livejournal.com

Yeah...bugging you guys yet again. Sorry!

First thing I'm looking for is a specific fic by

deviant_queen called Revelations. The fic was searched for back in, I think, 2006 and she sent a link, but since then, she's taken her site down, deleted her fics, and has no back-up copies. So, I turn to you guys. If any of you happened to save her fic anywhere, I'd love if you could e-mail it to me! Let me know if you have it and I'll send my address.

Also, two general fic searches.

1. Any Brian/Emmett friendship fics. Just friendship, please!!

2. Anything that features a hurt, injured, and/or hospitalized Brian please!! I need me some Brian loving. Bonus points if everyone gets a dose of reality and realizes that they treat Brian like shit. If pairings are present (and they usually are in this show), Brian/Justin, please!

Thanks in advance!!!

ETA - Some great reccs for my general searches, but nothing yet on Revelations. Links in comments.

deviant-queen.livejournal.com

I'm going to go ahead and apologize now for being so vague on this request. And I may have just created this idea in my head...but I wanted to see if it was real or not.

So, I believe young Brian is taken away by social services and put into a home. I'm not too sure if it's a Brian/Justin or Brian/Michael AU fic, but I remember there was a girl Brian befriended, and I think they ended up fooling around in one part of the story, but, of course, Brian ends up with the boy.

That's seriously all I remember? Any ideas? Or even similar stories? I'm having a hankering for some tortured!young!Brian.

EDIT: I'm an idiot. It's called More Than Less, it's an unfinished fic, and I wrote it. Wow, has it really been that long? 4 years, actually. Ha! If you're interested, it's in my memories. :) The girl is just in one chapter, and neither Justin nor Michael has entered the picture. I was a little off. I do plan on finishing it, I just don't know when...or even which direction I'll go. Probably B/J.

krakrakra.livejournal.com

Hi, I'm looking for two fics I read a long time ago and of course I don't remember much about them -.-

1. I think it was set just after the Rage party, but I can be wrong. Justin comes to the loft to get his things and finds Brian on the bathroom floor in a pool of blood. Brian cut his own wrists - very emotional scene.
I think it was written by deviant_queen and I read it on her old website which is down. Actually I liked her writing a lot and would like to know where can I find not only this one, but also any other of her fics?

2. Brian comes to NY to see Justins art show. It's set after s5. I don't remember if they are together or not. He is looking at every piece and has some flashbacks of the events that inspired Justin or something like that. I liked the description of the paintings coz it was very vivid IMO.

Thanks for any help

ETA FOUND
1. It's Revelations by

deviant_queen, but it's not on her lj. Big thanks goes to

esmaro
If you want this fic send me a note: krakrakra84[at]gmail.com and i will forward it.
2. It's Silences by

lesser_gods. Thanks to

seanmegansean

court1429.livejournal.com

I always keep an eye out for Brian/Emmett fuckbuddy fic and I've got several bookmarked. Would love more links, though. ETA: I've been asked to share links for the B/Em stories I have. Herewith:

( B/Em fics )

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Entries tagged with author: deviant_queen

Brian wants to divorce Justin

Brian cancer and aids/hiv

HIV, Abuse, Amnesia, AU

Brian has Kaposi's Sarcoma

Brian Death!fic

Revelations, Brian/Emmett friendship, and hurt!Brian

Brian in a home? Female friend? Help!

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Brian/Em fic