Entries tagged with author: mesa

1) B refuses to donate sperm 2) J trying to win B back 3) J financially independent when meets B

#1. ) I have read couple of fics where Brian refused to donate his sperm to Linds and Mel because he felt uncomfortable with not raising his kid, can you recommend any more like that?

#2.) Recs for stories where Justin is the one that hurts Brian and has to win him back.

#3.) Fics where Justin is financially independent when he meets Brian.

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No Regrets Found

Hi. I read no regrets and want to read it again but it seems that non if the links are working. I checked the links in the author:Mesa tags too. If someone has it plz private message me so I can give you my email. Thank you

*Found_GIH fic folder and at Aly's mirror site.*

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Specific Fic Searches and Search For QAF US Series That I Can Download

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12, 13, 17, 18, and 19 have been found. If you can give me a link or send me a document of any of the others, I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you!

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Shattered In Silence by allie_quixotic/Mesa's "No Regrets"?

Hi.
does anyone here have a copy of these fics?
1."Shattered In Silence by allie_quixotic"
2.Mesa's "No Regrets"?
i saw a link for the first one but it seems that the user's journal is deleted so could u send it to me please?
thanks a lot
m.sa

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Link to 'No Regrets' by Messa

Hi,its me again lol,

Would any of you happen to have a copy of the story 'No Regrets' by Messa,I think her name is.

I remember it starts off in a car park where Justin begs brian to let him be his what would you call it? Sex toy? Its after Justin breaks up with Ethan. Justin tells Brian he can call him any time day or night when he wants sex. I think it starts out this way and they get back together.

I think its called 'No regrets' by Messa but I am not positive

Thanks in advance,Vonnie xoxoxox

Edited: Thank you to

highd for finding it for me,and very quickly too :)
Link in comments xx

1) justin is ready to do anything to get brian back.2) justin left after brian fucks ethan

Hello!

So im searching for these fics that i read few years ago.

the first one is like this :Justin broke up with ethan and wants Brian back. but Brian doesn't make it easy for him, and Justin is ready to be treated like nothing as long as he has some time with Brian.

No one in the gang knows about their arrangements.

the second one : i think brian fucks ethan after discovering what justin did. Justin left the loft and pittsburg for another city; where he lives under the name of chris hobbs (if im right) and where a rich man "take care" of him.

Brian finds him and brings him back to the pitts,

Thank you for your help :D

Found ! links in the comments

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Brian treating Justin badly after Ethan

Hi all,

I’m just wondering if there are any fics where Brian treats Justin badly after they get back together after Justin’s little slip up with Ethen. I think there’s a specific fic I’m thinking of where Brian tricks a lot in front of Justin or does it in such a way that the news gets back to Justin through gossip in the diner.

Thanks for the help

Story found in comments + others

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Fics Like Not Easy

I just read Not Easy http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=1779&warning=NC-17 (a great fic) and at the beginning, Justin confronts Brian about not having forgiven him for the Ethan mess, even if they are back together. I was wondering, are there more fics of that nature. Something where Justin realizes Brian is still hurt or angry or something where Brian won't allow Justin close again. I'd like if they can be together at the end and work things out.

Thanks!

Some recs in comments. Thanks!

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Looking For Fics Like No Regrets

First time posting, solet me know if I'm doing this right.

Edit - There's one link in comments. Also the link to No Regrets. If anyone else can think of another similiar fic, let me know. Thanks!

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Brian likes seeing when hope fades away in Justin's eyes

Hi!

A long time ago I read two great stories, but now I can't find them.

1) In the beginning Brian likes seeing when hope fades away in Justin's eyes. Hi likes hurt Justin, and make a habit of it. But than something happens, and Brian realizes that he loves Justin, and want to make him happy. He makes nice things for/with Justin, but Justin can't believe him. But the end, of course, they will be happy together.

2) It's after Ethan. Justin and Brian meet in front of Babylon, and Justin is begging Brian to take him back. Brian agrees on one condition that Justin will do everything what Brian tells him. From that moment Brian makes Justin suffer for his mistakes.

delvalmom found it!
Mesa's No Regrets http://www.queereyes.net/noregrets_01.html

I'm sorry, I can't remember more. And I'm sorry for the mistakes, my English is horrible :(

Thanks!

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fics where B & J meet & build a life outside of Pittsburgh

I just finished re-reading The Mask by Sian265 and

sydneyalexis which I was delighted to see asked for in an earlier post, as I had been trying to remember then name of the dang fic.

I wanted to know if there were other fics where Brian and Justin meet and build a life outside of Pittsburgh or even in Pittsburgh, but keep it a secret from the others.

I remember that there was a fic where Brian and Justin get back together (after Justin breaks it off with Ethan) but they don't let the gang know about it.

Any suggestions would be helpful.

ETA: several good suggestions in comments

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Fic Search: Justin volunteers to be Brian's House Boy (Maid) to pay off his debt

Hi I'm looking for this fic that i read quite a long time ago.
I've forgotten who wrote it and the title of the story
but the Premise of the story is as follows:

Justin left Brian for Ethan only to realize that he has made a huge mistake.
He wants to Brian to forgive him and get back together in whatever form of
"relationship" that Brian feels comfortable in ( like if Brian only wants Justin for sex,
Justin is willing to settle for that for now).

Somehow in the story, Justin managed to convince Brian to let him be his maid or his house boy
to pay off the loan that Brian gave him for his college tuition fees.
I remember the fic to be really angsty and is several chapters long.

any help will be appreciated, THANKS!

FOUND!!!! thanks to the lovely inanna1130
No Regrets by Mesa

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B/J secret relationship

I'd like to read any stories there might be about Brian and Justin having a secret relationship - whether they're friends or lovers, whether they hide that they're together in the first place or hide their reunion, I just want to read about them keeping it from the rest of the gang, for whatever reason. I hope you all can help me out.

Thank you in advance!

UPDATE: Links to seven stories so far in the comments. Thanks, all! Also found this one myself by accident.

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Brian says "I love you" first in a reunion fic but Justin is scared/wary

Hey! I've just read the most amazing fic and now am craving for any reunion fic where Brian says "I love you" first to Justin but Justin may not straight away says it back like in "Subject of Change", "Cross Reference" and "A Gleam in the Dark".

So please rec away any fics that contains such element!!

p/s: that grand fic is "Cross Reference" Link is here in case anyone wants to read it. Beware: there's implied B/M.

http://laciudad.livejournal.com/6254.html

Update: I've only got one rec so am seeking for more recs please!!

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Post Season 2 Fics

1. First, I'm looking for a post-season 2 fic in which Brian and Justin are in the loft together and Brian says something like "If you keep...(something)...I might start to think you like me" and Justin says "Liking you was never the problem" and Brian asks what was the problem. I believe Justin answers by saying that it just got too hard. It was a standalone and I'm pretty sure it's the same fic that Brian says something along the lines of "So if we both know who we love/want/etc (not sure which word the writer used), why aren't we together?" but I could be mixing two fics. FOUND

2. Second, ANY good post-season 2 AUs that have Brian and Justin getting back together in a different way. Angst is a definite plus, but anything will do.

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1. Gapfiller b/w S3 and S4 2. Gapfiller - post-Ethan 3. Cross-over with SPN and Brian/Dean

Hi, I'm looking for some fics:

1. Gapfillers b/w S3 and S4 and how Brian and Justin became "partners", I mean, how Brian started acknowledging it verbally... I definately saw something out there but never found it again...

2. Gapfillers of post-Ethan period and whether Brian and Justin did ever discuss their break-up, their reunion, their feelings and the WHY's... The only one I read was Mesa's AU fic.

3. Cross-over with SPN and Brian/Dean in the focus: I heard about something with "Parallell" in the title. If you have this one or other recommendations, please, feel free to advise)))

Thanks in advance!

UPD. Some links are in comments but more recommendations are welcome!

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Jealous Brian and role-playing?

I’m looking for some fics during Ethan arc… Fics with a really jealous Brian. Do you remember the pissed off Brian who discovers Justin and Micheal in the bed together and acts like an angry child?

Something similar. Even if he is jealous only in his head and doesn’t show it.

I’m looking also for fics with role-playing. Fics in which the tricks that Brian takes must pretend to be Justin, ask Brian for forgiveness, tell him they love him and so go on.

Or role-playing in which Justin, post 308, asks Brian for forgiveness and Brian punishes him for being naughty… Nothing BDSM, I’d prefer it to be playful... as the spanking scene in 213.

I’d enjoy also a Justin who has to show that he is really sorry and has to be the maidman/houseboy/something similar for some times…

Do you know any?

(I’m really sorry for the horrorific English .-.)

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How can I contact Mesa, the author of 'No regrets' ? - Found

Hi,

I'm trying to contact Mesa, the author of No Regrets, because i'd love to translate her fic and need permission.
I wrote her a couple of months ago to this address mesa @ rogers.com, but this rogers site is on wayback machine now, and No Regrets was posted there around 2003.
Does anyone know if she's writing for another fandom now, or has an LJ account or a site or anything recent, where I could contact her?

I'll be very grateful for any help
Thanks in advance

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AU season 3 reunion fic

Hey. I just checked the tags, and found a few s-3 recs but I'm looking for exactly what is outlined in the subject line: AU season 3 reunion fics. IOW: B/J get back together a different way than canon. Recs anyone? I'm just randomly in that mood.... Thanks!!

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Fic Recs: Brian and Justin together, nobody knows

Hey all,

Looking for some fic recs for multi-chapter fics whre Brian and Justin are in a relationship and none of the others [Emmett, Ted, Dec etc.] know about Justin and/or the relationship.

Help please!!