Entries tagged with b/j cutting/self-harm

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B in hospital and J has his poa and access to B's money for bills.

I read this story a month ago or so and I can remember that Brian got sick or was in an accident and he landed in the hospital. But him and Justin weren't together as Justin was with that lying prick Ian (not Ian's fan lol). But Justin still had Brian's POA and I don't think he even knew until Mel dropped off all the stuff and Brian's checkbook, so Justin could pay Brian's bills, give the girls money for Gus should they need it. The scenes that I remember the best are when Justin is telling Brian he has a boyfriend, but since Justin spends so much time by Brian's hospital bed Justin and Ethan broke up, so he tells this to Brian. The other one is where Justin is in the Diner and Mikey comes in ranting and raving about how Justin is Justin is taking advantage of Brian, blah, blah blah...Justin tells him that he's just jealous that Brian didn't trust him with his money and that Mikey would just let Justin's tuition go unpaid. Michael leaves pissed off and I think Deb tells Justin that Justin was right and Mikey would do that.

Please help!

Not Found yet!! We're all still looking LOL! Will update this again when it is found XD

Finally Found! I was reading through Rena's Liberty Diner Stories and lo and behold...found the god damn fic we've had a bitch of time looking for! LMAO! It's Love Lost My Mind by Rena. It's in the download folder under the author's name. Thanks for everyone's help even tho I'm sure you all had done stopped looking for this long ago. XD

Justin's High School Reunion - FOUND

I remember reading a fic a long time ago about Justin attending his 10yr high school reunion. I think Daphne talked him into going and they went together. I checked the tags and only found Brian's high school reunion fics.

Thanks for any help.

ETA: I found it myself! Yay me! It's the unfinished fic 'Mechanical Michelangelo' by Mohawking.

ETA2: Here's a link to the fic on Mohawking's LJ: http://mohawking.livejournal.com/ - Just remember this is an unfinished fic.

Daphne is raped

Looking for a specific fic though I am pretty sure there are a couple of "Daphne is raped" fics. The one I am looking for she isn't at a party. She's raped and calls the loft (I think) and is outside somewhere, maybe at the football or baseball field. I think Brian goes after her. It's all I remember really. I did check the "Daphne" tag

Thanks!!

UPDATE: Still looking. May have "Rose" in title

2nd UPDATE:FOUND!! Link in comments

1)justin&brian are homeless.2)justin needs to make brian fall in love with him.3)justin!self harm

Im REALLY sorry to post again, but I have the urge to read B/J fics, that I already read before, but I cant find :(( (and i DID search for hours, but maybe im bad at searching fics lol)

So the first one is like that: brian and justin are the same age, and at the beginning of the fic they are living together in the streets (sleeping in a park). Brian had the chance to have an internship at vanguard.

I know it’s kind of vague but I hope you can help me
Found ! it's Friendship or Foreplay? by violette7'

The seconde one : Justin is threaten by someone (cant remember who) and he has to make brian fall in love with him for some reasons (they asked justin because he's the total opposite of the kind of guy brian is going for, so they thought that it could work). So it’s a job for justin (the last one he will do for "these people". the thing is, he really fell in love with brian; and he will do anything to protect brian, even being shoot at his place. When justin confess why he did what he did, they fight together to make the villain fall. No major death and It ends well J.
justin “works” for these people because he cant do otherwise. He never had a real contact with the “main villain" (except at the end if I am right). He receives almost all the instructions on his cellphone (and has contact with another man too).
Update ! I'm still looking for this fic :)

And the third one : Justin!self harm. justin began to cut himself and tried to kill himself by jumping off the roof.
I cant remember the cause of his depression (i think there's a link with ethan but im not sure though), but I know that during the fic he’s living with his mom, works with Lindsay at the gallery, and at some points, mother taylor and brian decided to put justin in a special institution, that will take care of him.

(and dont know if the fic is finished or not, it may be a wip).
Found ! it's "Stepping Out of the Darkness: by wildsweet_angel"

I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH IF YOU CAN HELP ME FIND THESE :D

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Current Location: alternate universe

Justin or Brian Self Harm Fics

Hi nice folkies,I just reread the 13 chapters of a brilliant fic called 'Glass in the Trees' by hrmheatherrenee (its not complete yet,but it will be)over on midnight whispers here http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=2047&warning=3 and now I want to read more fics like it.

I don't mind if its Justin or Brian who its about. But the more angsty the better (no Brian or Justin death please)

Can you think of any? I checked in the tags.

Thanks in advance,Vonnie xoxox

Thank you so much to

wouldbedorothy and

love4movies
Links in Comments. I would love more fics on this topic if anyone esle has any,please.

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justin michael's brother_justin having an older brother

hi.
the previous post by http://aoife-m.livejournal.com
made me think of fics that justin is michael's brother since he's adopted and so michael is protective of him or loves him as a brother.can u suggest any?
i really like to read it but if u don't know some,do u know some that justin has an older brother?
thanks.
m.sa
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UPDATE:SOME LINKS IN COMMENTS.THANK U.IF U KNOW MORE TELL,PLEASE.

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Fear and Loathing in Pittsburgh

I don't remember the author, nor the link from where I read it from... but was it ever completed? And if so, can someone please send me the link where to find it?

Thanks!
Snow

FOUND! link and author name in comments

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Anti Lindsay

I am looking for this Story I am trying to rack my brain for it is an Anti Lindsay were she is drugging Justin and rapping him and Mel slaps her and Justin cuts him self.

( FOUND)

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Lindsay forces Justin to have sex

I'm looking for a fic I read quite a while ago where Lindsay was forcing Justin to have sex with her saying that she would take Gus away from Brian. I think Justin starts to cut himself - it was an ongoing thing.

Thanks
T

FOUND: It was Misguided Affection by Lizzie.... (link in comments) Thanks :-)

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the cops question brian

Hi, I was hoping someone could help me with this one...I was remembering a scene in a story where someone with someone against Brian (Craig?) sent the cops to the loft to investigate whether it was an appropriate environment for Gus...

I think the cops start asking Justin if he lives there too and if he's 18. I think they show the cops the little room they had had put in for Gus with the little bed they had just bought him, (though that might be a different story...) Finally Carl shows up and says he knows Brian and Justin and that there is nothing illegal going on in the loft.

(I'm not sure if I'm confusing some of this with the one where Justin gets into cutting and Brian has to practically knock down the door to the bathroom to get to him and they have a loud fight, so the neighbors call the police...)

Thanks a lot to anyone who can help...

Edit: Found, I'm pretty sure..."Nothing Ventured" by Bailey, link is inside.

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Healing & Cut by green_bean

I saw these two stories mentioned on someone's 'Delicious' page, but can't find them anywhere.

# 1 Healing (author unknown) Summary by the writer : With the Mommies' marriage crumbling down around them, Gus forced attention on himself by acting out in an ill fated attempt to keep his parents together for his little sister, JR's, sake, but at what cost to him?

# 2 Cut by green_bean

I was just wondering if anyone had these saved? If so, would you be willing to send to me at kellydeerwallace@yahoo.com

I would also be willing to upload these to 4shared so others can enjoy!

Thanks in advance...you're a GREAT community!!!

#1 FOUND (thanks guys...don't know how I missed that one...MY BAD!) http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=sydneyalexis&keyword=[QAF+Fic]+Healing+-+flocked&filter=all

#2 FOUND (thanks to chimerachan) She uploaded the fic here: http://www.4shared.com/document/4ELK9RT 2/Cut.html

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Scars and shmoop and sex :-)

Hiya there!

This will probably be an unusual request, but I have a real soft spot for any fics in which Brian and/or Justin reveal/share/discover scars... bashing scars, cancer scars, abuse scars... It just always makes my stomach flip and my heart come into my mouth - especially when followed by hot!sex :-)

So, if anyone knows of any fics, oneshots, standalones or drabbles where scars are involved, I'd be eternally grateful! Ones with sex and shmoop are especially welcomed, coz we all love Brian and Justin's brands of pain management! ;-)

Thanks in advance!

EDIT: Three lovely links found in comments, but more always welcomed! :-)

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Rape fic FOUND!

Hi i'm looking for a fic where Lindsay rapes Justin at a hotel. Justin writes a diary and Brian and Michael find out, and they save him from Lindsay.

I hope you can help.

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Revelations, Brian/Emmett friendship, and hurt!Brian

Yeah...bugging you guys yet again. Sorry!

First thing I'm looking for is a specific fic by

deviant_queen called Revelations. The fic was searched for back in, I think, 2006 and she sent a link, but since then, she's taken her site down, deleted her fics, and has no back-up copies. So, I turn to you guys. If any of you happened to save her fic anywhere, I'd love if you could e-mail it to me! Let me know if you have it and I'll send my address.

Also, two general fic searches.

1. Any Brian/Emmett friendship fics. Just friendship, please!!

2. Anything that features a hurt, injured, and/or hospitalized Brian please!! I need me some Brian loving. Bonus points if everyone gets a dose of reality and realizes that they treat Brian like shit. If pairings are present (and they usually are in this show), Brian/Justin, please!

Thanks in advance!!!

ETA - Some great reccs for my general searches, but nothing yet on Revelations. Links in comments.

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I'm rewatching season two, and seeing all the angst that Justin was going through. It's made me want to find stories where Justin either attempts suicide or is self-injuring, preferably during that time period.

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Hurt/Comfort/Kink(s).

1) Anything where Brian finds out (sooner or later) that Justin was the one who made Kip drop the lawsuit. Or maybe Kip can get mad at Justin and hurt him - Wouldn't he be mad at being blackmailed? Anyway, link me to all the fics you've got!

2) Hurt/Comfort, with Justin being hurt and Brian comforting. ANYTHING, and I repeat, ANYTHING goes. Rape, self-harm, destructive! Justin... I don't care. But, something with plot - I don't mind it being pornish, but it has to have plot.

3) Fics where the sex focuses on Justin's nipples/nipple ring, and he's highly sensitive or Brian plays with it till he comes. ;]

Oh, and for all fics? Long or short, I don't mind! All I ask is that it is completed.

Thanks everyone! *rubs hands in glee*

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1) Justin/Abusive! OMC? Then Brian gets him back somehow, with his Brian-esque ways, obviously.

2) Any genderswap fics at all? Where Justin or Brian gets switched into a girl and they freak the fuck out. A+ if they get their period. Of course, crack is wanted.

3) Any fics where Justin self-harms/has an eating disorder/is raped/etcetcetc.

4) Fics where Justin has low self esteem and Brian reassures him in

5) Fics involving Ethan/Justin, sweet, fluffy, or crazy angsty dramatic ones. It can end in Brian/Justin or not.

Thanks guys!

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I just re-read "Glass Needles" by Kamikaze, and I was wondering if there are any other stories about Justin dealing with drug addiction. I've read a few fics about Brian's drug use, as well as AU's where B/J meet in rehab; that's not really what I'm looking for.

I also read "Broken Crown" before and a few fics where Justin was addicted to cutting. And I seem to remember a story where he had a pill problem, but I don't know where that was from.

Does anyone know any other addiction stories. Thanks.

Edit: There's a couple of links in the comments. If anyone has any others, please add them. Thanks.

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Hi. I’m looking for two kinds of stories.

I’m just finishing season two again. And I wanted some gap-fillers for episodes 18-20, mainly about Ethan and Justin. But the other characters too. (Just not Mel and Lindsay, please. Not a fan of those two.)

My other request is probably more unusual, but here goes...

I’ve read a lot of AU’s where Justin’s a hustler and Brian saves him. Pretty much all of them end once Brian gets him off the streets, and they get together in a conventional or non-conventional way. I’d like to find a story that goes a little further.

Like them trying to build a relationship while Justin’s past and Brian’s messed up emotional issues get in the way.

Maybe someone from Justin’s past keeps coming back. Or I can just hear Mikey’s whining when he finds out, “Brian, he’s a hustler. How can you be dating a hustler...?”

And Brian saying something like, “Former hustler...and we’re not dating. I don’t do boyfriends.”

Is there an AU story remotely like this anywhere? I’ve read “Lost and Found” and “Rehab,” that’s not exactly what I’m looking for.

Thanks for any help.

Edit: Thank you to everyone who made suggestions. And thanks to revlisacat for "Mechanical Michelangelo." It's the closest one to what I was looking for. Links are in the comments.

I'm still looking for 218-220 gapfillers, so if anyone has any recs go ahead and add them.