1)justin&brian are homeless.2)justin needs to make brian fall in love with him.3)justin!self harm

[maria182.livejournal.com]

Im REALLY sorry to post again, but I have the urge to read B/J fics, that I already read before, but I cant find :(( (and i DID search for hours, but maybe im bad at searching fics lol)

So the first one is like that: brian and justin are the same age, and at the beginning of the fic they are living together in the streets (sleeping in a park). Brian had the chance to have an internship at vanguard.

I know it’s kind of vague but I hope you can help me
Found ! it's Friendship or Foreplay? by violette7' 

The seconde one : Justin is threaten by someone (cant remember who) and he has to make brian fall in love with him for some reasons (they asked justin because he's the total opposite of the kind of guy brian is going for, so they thought that it could work). So it’s a job for justin (the last one he will do for "these people". the thing is, he really fell in love with brian; and he will do anything to protect brian, even being shoot at his place. When justin confess why he did what he did, they fight together to make the villain fall. No major death and It ends well J.
justin “works” for these people because he cant do otherwise. He never had a real contact with the “main villain" (except at the end if I am right). He receives almost all the instructions on his cellphone (and has contact with another man too).
Update ! I'm still looking for this fic :)

And the third one : Justin!self harm. justin began to cut himself and tried to kill himself by jumping off the roof.
I cant remember the cause of his depression (i think there's a link with ethan but im not sure though), but I know that during the fic he’s living with his mom, works with Lindsay at the gallery, and at some points, mother taylor and brian decided to put justin in a special institution, that will take care of him.

(and dont know if the fic is finished or not, it may be a wip).
Found ! it's "Stepping Out of the Darkness: by wildsweet_angel"

I  CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH IF YOU CAN HELP ME FIND THESE :D

Comments

[toto-too514.livejournal.com]

I think number three might be "Stepping Out of the Darkness: by wildsweet_angel.

http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1173&warning=3

Justin and Ethan are together and after Ethan is killed in a plane crash, Justin suffers from survivor's guilt.

[maria182.livejournal.com]

it is !! thank youuuu :D

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Posting again is no problem! Actually, I want to compliment you for doing everything right: giving detailed subject lines, AND not putting more than three requests in one post :) Thank you!

We actually have tags for your #1 and #3 descriptions. Look under "b/j homeless or on the streets" and "b/j cutting/self-harm" in the TAGS in the sidebar.

[maria182.livejournal.com]

Oh...ahah..thank you :)
i wanted to wait a little bit before posting again, but it's kind of stresseing me out to not find these fics soo...^^

I've already searched in the tags but couldnt find the ones that i'm searching for :( too bad!

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Lol, I should've known you'd checked the tags! :) *applauds*

[winifredin.livejournal.com]

Could the first one be violette7' Friendship or Foreplay (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=violette7&keyword=Friendship+or+Foreplay&filter=all)? I haven't read it a long time but I remember that Brian and Justin are the same age and they live in the streets first, and sleep in the park in the summer.

The second one sounds interesting, I hope that somebody knows who's it is and has a link to it because I'd really like to read it :)

[maria182.livejournal.com]

It def could be "friendship or foreplay?", even if in my mind the story, so the fact that they are sleeping in the streets, was something that was happenning in the "present" and not in the "past". but maybe my mind mixes things up, because i just read the first chapter and it matches the memories i had about debbie letting them hang out at her place and at the dinner.

thanks Winifredin :DDDD

[emac66.livejournal.com]

Was thinking the 2nd one was Fallacious Perpetration: It's along the same lines anyway.
http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=73&warning=3

[maria182.livejournal.com]

it could have been, but i just read the first chapter and it seems like justin doesnt mind to "go after" brian in this fics, whereas in the fic that im searching for, justin doesnt want to do it but he has to do it, he doesn't have the choice.

but thanks anywayy :))

[lyrasoren.livejournal.com]

For the second one it could be The spy who loved me by we_dreamerz. Justin is sent unwillingly to seduce Brian in order to find something for someone.

http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=we_dreamerz&keyword=The+Spy+Who+Loved+Me&filter=all

[maria182.livejournal.com]

yeah..the thing is justin does know anything about the "main villain", when in this one, he knows that's Stockwell. the only man with whom justin has contact is a "minion"*.
but thanks :)

[lattemiele.livejournal.com]

maybe the second can be "The Games We Play" by rznbloodrose but it's a WIP

http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=rznbloodrose&keyword=The%20Games%20We%20Play&filter=all

[maria182.livejournal.com]

It's definitely not a WIP, but thanks to reminding me of this fic (and get frustrated because it's a WIP! lool)

and in the fic i'm searching for, when brian discovered that justin was working to make him "fall", brian didnt get angry or something. brian and justin talked about it and brian understood why justin did it.

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Still no winners on fic #2? :(

Could you add an update line under the 2nd fic request to say you're still looking for that one?

2nd Request

[lizzybet111.livejournal.com]

I think I've read the second one too, and not long ago, but cannot track it down. Do Justin and Brian meet outside some function? where Justin is a waiter? It's driving me mad!

Re: 2nd Request

[maria182.livejournal.com]

it's driving me mad tooo !!!!

i can't remember it but maybe, maybe being a waiter was one of justin's cover to approach brian! i can't really remember :/