Get it Here

Specific Search: I'm looking for any fics where Brian tells Justin he has testicular cancer instead of kicking him out and letting him find out on his own. Nothing too OOC where Brian collapses in tears and asks Justin to hold him because he's scared he'll die (I mean...get real people), but something that may have actually happened. I've read a couple about Justin going to Ibiza, so none of those please.

Really Specific Search: This one kind of fits into the first category, but I'm looking for a particular fic this time. In this one, Brian goes to Johns Hopkins for surgery, Justin finds out, and eventually goes out to Baltimore to be with Brian at the hospital while he recovers. If I'm not mistaken, they find more cancer than they thought they would, but I could be wrong. I remember Brian was having a hard time emotionally with the whole losing a ball thing and Justin being there. There was one part where he tried to go to the bathroom on his own and ended up falling on his ass while trying to get a look at his wound. And apparently there was a male nurse that made a few cameos during the story.

General Search: I'm sick of re-reading fics I've read a million times, but none of the active WIPs going on right now interest me. I'm looking for stories that have lots of good angst, but not those "Brian is a horrible horrible person" fics. Like how many times can the "Justin moves back to Pittsburgh, he and Brian are monogamous, Brian cheats on Justin, and then has to fight to get him back" fic seriously be written? I want B/J to end up together, but maybe Justin does something wrong this time? And has to fight to get Brian back? Anything even remotely like this would be nice! As in character as possible. :)