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I'm looking for two different fics.

1. Rage party. Justin finds Brian fucking Rage and in his head Justin interprets it as Brian saying to him 'this is all you'll ever get from me' 'this is all you deserve'. That's all I remember. FOUND. RED RIVER. https://midnightwhispers.net/viewstory.php?sid=735&chapter=1

2. Brian and Justin are married and monogamous with kids. Justin's theater career and Brian's business responsibilities are resulting in an almost non-existent sex life. Brian and the kids go on vacation with Ben and his kids with Michael. Ben and Michael are having similar sex problems. So Brian and Ben are on vacation and super hornyand almost have sex multiple times. Meanwhile Justin is at home and just as horny as Brian. He ends up having sex with his co-star who I think was Hobbs little brother. Brian comes back, gonna out and lets Justin's co-star fuck him. He then proposes to Justin a return to their open relationship. Things spiral downhill from there. FOUND. 3RD SEQUEL IN COBDWM SERIES. https://www.midnightwhispers.net/viewstory.php?sid=732

maggiemay_13

Hello all, there used to be a working link to Brian's POV for Cross Reference but I can't find it anywhere. Does anyone have it? Thanks, Patty

franzferdinannd.livejournal.com

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franzferdinannd at Brian cheats on Justin

Hi!I'm looking for fics where Brian is in a monogamous relationship with Justin and ends up cheating on him.Preferably a fic where he fights for him afterwards.OH and lots of angst please.Not looking for a specific fic,just some good recs from you beautiful people.

hannah50601.livejournal.com

1) a fic where justin attempts suicide and i believe the title was along the lines of "brian kinney is sex". in the fic, justin overdoses on pills but survives and the whole fic was in brian's point of view.

2) a fic where it is set years after the show ends and the word "weird" was in the title. all i remember from the story was one part where brian and justin just got done hiking up some trail and they were tired and laying on their backs when justin tell brian that he has a crush on him.

thanks to anyone who can help. ❤️

edit: BOTH found

julez2019.livejournal.com

Hey all!

I'm looking for a fic that I read a really long time ago where Justin and Brian are working on their relationship and in doing so I think they go to therapy but I'm not sure. Justin buys a chair that I think he calls the "talking chair" to put in the loft for one of them to sit in when they want to talk to the other about something emotional. It comes out in all of this that Brian attempted suicide multiple times (including on his 30th birthday and I think when Justin left him for Ethan).

All help is appreciated, thanks!

Edit: Found, link in comments. Thanks :)

paulaaluap1983.livejournal.com

I'm trying to find a fic:
-Brian and Justin are married and work together. They are the owners of the company.
-Justin thinks that their marriage is in crisis because Brian works too much.
-Justin obligate Brian to go to a marriage counselor: he secretly writes down the appointment in Brian's agenda and thats how Brian discovers his plans.
-Brian arrives late at the counselor.
-Justin is frustated and he smacks his blackberry on the floor.
-Justin says something like "I can´t do this anymore" and they separate but still live and work together because Brian is worried about harm the company.

Ideas?

Found by florissah. Sadly it seems abandoned. http://stitchesarchive.livejournal.com/

nochaser-12.livejournal.com

Need some diversion these days.

Trying to find two stories:

1. The only scene I recall is Ben and Brian talking about Justin, who apparently already died (though Brian doesn't know). Ben pulls out some clippings about the death, with photos to prove to Brian that Justin is dead. That's actually all I recall from that, but if someone knows the story please let me know. It isn't really a death fic, I don't think, more of a time slipping story, if that makes sense.

2. Brian and Justin are together and have just bought an Escalade. Short time later, Justin totals the Escalade but no one is hurt. When Brian wants to get another one - because it was obviously very, very safe - Justin kinda freaks a bit. No idea on any other details on this one either. But I hope someone knows it.

Been a long few days and I'm desperately in need of some 'don't have to think too hard' diversions. :)

FOUND #2: Change by Rena. Link is in comments. Found by

loahisi. Still looking for #1, but some good recs there.

jessica0610.livejournal.com

Hi, I'm looking for Justin/other fic recently.
And there is a wonderful fiction called Needle Cushion, which has been recommended in previous post. The author is sungaizing85 aka butterscotch. I've tried to check his livejoural but access failded. seems this fic has been delated.
I'm looking forward to read this story, so if anyone has a copy, pls kindly PM me: jessica_91@foxmail.com
many thanks!

Thank you Sandy for sending me files!

Links in comment for anyone who want to read this story

johnnysbiotch.livejournal.com

Does anyone know the story where Brian is in the bombing and badly hurt? HE DOES NOT DIE!

astroella.livejournal.com

What I remember from the fic is Gus and his little brother are close. They pretty much take care of each other as Sam and Lindsay are so self-involved. I remember a scene where Gus is walking down a New York street with his brother and Brian and Justin find them. Maybe Justin has a show in town? I'm sorry, but that's all I remember.

FOUND!

nena20.livejournal.com

Hi everyone,
What I remember about this fic is.....absolutely nothing about the plot but at the beginning or end of almost each chapter there was a part of an Evanescence song.
I said almost because every chapter had a part of a song, not everyone of them was from the Evanescence but definetly most

Am I making any sense??????
Thanks in advance

FOUND!!!!!!!!!Link in comments

smurfette34.livejournal.com

Ironically, this is the same fic. I read it some time ago but haven't been able to find it since. Hopefully someone can help because I'd really LOVE to read this one again. Thanks in advance!!

Found!! Link in the Comments!

pattyhils.livejournal.com

Please help me find this fic. The only thing i remember is that Justin was in a full leg brace and he came into the loft and found Brian having sex with a trick in their bed. I think it was agreed no tricks in the loft because Justin was shocked and sat on the couch all night. The next day Brian felt guilty because Justin was in brace all night. I think it was Brian pushing Justin off cliff. I have been through so many tags that i got lost...lol

Thanks!

FOUND link in comments! Thanks

campbellslove.livejournal.com

Good evening!

I am looking for three particular fics which I've read before but years ago and now they seem to be in the wind...which is always a sad thing.

The first one is Laundering Karma by RC McLachlan - Received
I know that they requested that the story not be posted to any sites but I thought I remember reading that it was okay to share the file as long as it wasn't uploaded anywhere. If this is true and you happen to have a copy I would so appreciate it!

Second is Taken - Recieved
I'm not sure who wrote this one, it was about a bank robbery and Justin was caught up in the mess...thats about all I can remember so I'm
trying to track it down.

The last one is Stranded in Paradise by scoobysnacksfix - Found
MPreg, I remember reading it a long time ago but now I can't seem to find a copy. If anyone has one I would would be really thankful.

Thank You!

P.S. for all the fellow teachers out there we're almost done! AP Testing and 1 more Month!

fandomfreak101.livejournal.com

HI. I was reading the "Only Time" series and remembered the story where Brian is out of time and Jennifer finds Justin passedo out and all. Turns out he has meningitis so does Daphne. I think it was by xie_xie_xie not sure. Plz help me find it

Found its the 6th part of the only time series

fandomfreak101.livejournal.com

HI. I am searching for "Condom Chronicles" found a few links for the story but none of them work for me. Plz help me find the link that works. Thanks
Found! Link in comments
Thanks to Bluecat731 😀

cowboystracker.livejournal.com

This is a story that I read recently, but unfortunately I forgot to bookmark it and now I can't remember the title or author's name. I do remember that Brian loses a bet and has to get a tattoo. Brian, of course, wants the best tattoo artist which turns out to be Justin. He ends up getting a rather large tattoo across his back. And I think Justin had been in jail. The story may be a WIP, not entirely sure, but I checked the tag 'Justin tattoo artist' and didn't find it. Any help will be greatly appreciated.

ETA: Thanks to techgirl_on_ij the fic is 'Rome' by lupin111 and there is a sequel too called 'Atlantis'. Loved both fics! Link in the comments.

marianabrazil.livejournal.com

I would like to ask for your help to find a new story.
In this story, Brian and Justin have been married for 30 years and has three children: Gus and others two.
They are moving to Tuscany after Brian's retirement.
The biological Justin child is studying medicine and Daphne is his mother. He has a girlfriend named Lena.
Gus is gay and is dating a friend of Justin.
The daughter of Brian and Justin has a baby before they move to Italy.
Both are very well this story and celebrate the 50th anniversary of Justin and 30 years of marriage with his family before the change.
They are happy in Tuscany until Brian gets sick.
I believe this story is the sequel to another. If so, please, I'd like to meet the two.
Thank you for all the help.

Found! Link in the comments!

Current Mood: anxious
Current Location: Brazil, Home.

lil-bit03.livejournal.com

Looking for a fic where B/J first meet on a train going from/to Pittsburgh /Chicago. Brian keeps making trips after meeting Justin on the train just to be with Justin but at the time he is with Michael. Justin finds out Brian is an a relationship and ends it. Brian brings Gus in the end to win Justin back.

Story found: Chance Encounters by adoringaudience.
http://adoringaudience.livejournal.com/61009.html

annie-eliza.livejournal.com

I am looking for fics where Brian is with or has an arrangement with an older man and bottoms for him. It can be pre-series, in series, canon, or AU. I'd just like to see him be the twink in a relationship.

UPDATE: Links found below! Thank you to all that contributed. :)

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Entries tagged with angst

1. Rage party. 2. B/J committed Justin cheats.

Cross Reference Brian's POV -FOUND LINK IN COMMENTS

Brian cheats on Justin

justin suicide attempt / future "weird" fic

Justin and Brian working on their relationship and J finds out B attempted suicide multiple times

Brian and Justin marriage crisis. Found.

Two stories: Ghost? Justin and Justin wrecks an Escalade

FOUND! Justin/other fic called Needle Cushion by Sungaizing

Bombing of Babylon

Lindsay has married Sam. Has a child with him and Gus is with her.

B/J fic with Evanescence lyrics

Justin in Coma 5 years and Brian married to another

Justin in a leg brace

Fic Request - MPreg; Shooting; Hostage

Justin and Daphne has meningitis by xie?

The Condom Chronicles found

AU Brian loses a bet - meets a tattoo artist named Justin Taylor

Brian and Justin move to Tuscany. Found!!!!!!!

FOUND! B/J first meet on a train

Brian bottoms for older man