Searching for Fic :)

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

Hey, I'm new here, and was wondering if anyone could point me in the direction of the kind of fic I'm looking for.

I love dark!fic, involving angsty, traumatic themes like abuse, non-con, etc. BDSM and slave!fics are also among my favorites. I'm looking for Brian-centric fics, with him as the one experiencing whatever the bad-ness is :P Any pairing is okay. Can anyone recommend any good fics that fit this description?

Thanks so much :)
DoS

UPDATE: There are now lots of lovely recs for stories in the comments for this post :) Thanks!

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[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

...my angst/hurt/comfort list: http://delicious.com/natalilaurin/%28complete%29+angst+hurt%2Fcomfort All of these are complete.

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

thanx, hon :)

can you point me to any of these that involve *brian* as the victim, as i mentioned above? i looked through the list some but found mostly hurt!justin fics...

thanx :)

*hugs*
DoS

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

Here's some specifically Brian-angst..."Not Even Home" by Rena: http://www.thelibertydiner.net/notevenhome.html Justin comes home from LA to find Brian at the loft beaten and raped. (Unfortunately this story is not finished and Rena is no longer writing.)

Also by Rena, "Diagnosis" 1 and 2: http://www.thelibertydiner.net/diagnosis.html

http://www.thelibertydiner.net/diagnosis2.html I don't know if these two are finished.

This is the link to her site; she has a few other stories focusing more on Brian, some are one-shots, others are longer series...http://www.thelibertydiner.net/Index.html

A few other good ones..."The Temptation of Snakes" by Sapphire: http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=881&ageconsent=ok&warning=3 Brian develops an eating disorder after Justin moves to New York. This one is a WIP.

"Decisions, Consequences" by Simon: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2065361/1/DecisionConsequences Brian finds out he's HIV positive.

"Strangers in the Night" by Tammy: http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=1635&warning=NC-17 210-AU; Brian is raped. (Can't remember if this one's finished.)

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And one more..."Without You I Am Nothing" by nikki6; Ted does something illegal as Brian's accountant for which Brian gets sent to prison, where he's raped at one point (though that's only a small plot-point in the story.) These are the links to the chapters:

ch.1 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/71435.html ch.2 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/71698.html

ch.3 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/72072.html ch.4 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/72404.html

ch.5 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/72685.html ch.6 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/73052.html

ch.7 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/73355.html ch.8 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/73615.html

ch.9 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/73754.html ch10 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/74316.html

ch11 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/74851.html ch12 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/75580.html

ch13 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/76194.html ch14 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/76758.html

ch15 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/76801.html ch16 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/77105.html

ch17 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/77525.html ch18 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/77908.html

ch19 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/78578.html ch20 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/78741.html

ch21 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/79360.html ch22 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/79854.html

ch23 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/80154.html ch24 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/80714.html

ch25 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/81713.html ch26 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/82157.html

ch27 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/82775.html ch28 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/83116.html

ch29 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/83783.html ch30 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/84313.html

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

thanx, love, most of these are exactly what i was looking for!!! you rock!!!

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

Also my list of hustler-Brian fics...

http://delicious.com/natalilaurin/hustler-Brian

And hustler-Brian stories from the Quoin Challenge...
http://qamquoin.irishcaelan.com/Quoin/orange.html

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

oooh, yay!! :) thanx so much, love!! :)