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[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

Hey, I'm new here, and was wondering if anyone could point me in the direction of the kind of fic I'm looking for.

I love dark!fic, involving angsty, traumatic themes like abuse, non-con, etc. BDSM and slave!fics are also among my favorites. I'm looking for Brian-centric fics, with him as the one experiencing whatever the bad-ness is :P Any pairing is okay. Can anyone recommend any good fics that fit this description?

Thanks so much :)
DoS

UPDATE: There are now lots of lovely recs for stories in the comments for this post :) Thanks!

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[revid.livejournal.com]

buckeye5 has a great in-progress Brian BDSM fic called "Making a Scene."

The first 20 chapters are public and the links are here (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=buckeye5&keyword=Making+a+Scene&filter=all).

Subsequent chapters are locked, but she will friend you if you are over 18.

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

thanx so much, hon, i'm very much enjoying this story so far, i've gotten about halfway through :) thanx so much for the rec :) *Hugs*

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

...my angst/hurt/comfort list: http://delicious.com/natalilaurin/%28complete%29+angst+hurt%2Fcomfort All of these are complete.

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

thanx, hon :)

can you point me to any of these that involve *brian* as the victim, as i mentioned above? i looked through the list some but found mostly hurt!justin fics...

thanx :)

*hugs*
DoS

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

Here's some specifically Brian-angst..."Not Even Home" by Rena: http://www.thelibertydiner.net/notevenhome.html Justin comes home from LA to find Brian at the loft beaten and raped. (Unfortunately this story is not finished and Rena is no longer writing.)

Also by Rena, "Diagnosis" 1 and 2: http://www.thelibertydiner.net/diagnosis.html

http://www.thelibertydiner.net/diagnosis2.html I don't know if these two are finished.

This is the link to her site; she has a few other stories focusing more on Brian, some are one-shots, others are longer series...http://www.thelibertydiner.net/Index.html

A few other good ones..."The Temptation of Snakes" by Sapphire: http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=881&ageconsent=ok&warning=3 Brian develops an eating disorder after Justin moves to New York. This one is a WIP.

"Decisions, Consequences" by Simon: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2065361/1/DecisionConsequences Brian finds out he's HIV positive.

"Strangers in the Night" by Tammy: http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=1635&warning=NC-17 210-AU; Brian is raped. (Can't remember if this one's finished.)

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And one more..."Without You I Am Nothing" by nikki6; Ted does something illegal as Brian's accountant for which Brian gets sent to prison, where he's raped at one point (though that's only a small plot-point in the story.) These are the links to the chapters:

ch.1 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/71435.html ch.2 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/71698.html

ch.3 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/72072.html ch.4 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/72404.html

ch.5 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/72685.html ch.6 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/73052.html

ch.7 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/73355.html ch.8 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/73615.html

ch.9 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/73754.html ch10 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/74316.html

ch11 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/74851.html ch12 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/75580.html

ch13 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/76194.html ch14 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/76758.html

ch15 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/76801.html ch16 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/77105.html

ch17 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/77525.html ch18 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/77908.html

ch19 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/78578.html ch20 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/78741.html

ch21 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/79360.html ch22 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/79854.html

ch23 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/80154.html ch24 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/80714.html

ch25 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/81713.html ch26 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/82157.html

ch27 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/82775.html ch28 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/83116.html

ch29 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/83783.html ch30 http://nikki6.livejournal.com/84313.html

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

thanx, love, most of these are exactly what i was looking for!!! you rock!!!

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

Also my list of hustler-Brian fics...

http://delicious.com/natalilaurin/hustler-Brian

And hustler-Brian stories from the Quoin Challenge...
http://qamquoin.irishcaelan.com/Quoin/orange.html

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

oooh, yay!! :) thanx so much, love!! :)

[nola-nola.livejournal.com]

You're not going to find much in this fandom.

I'm originally from the Buffy/Angel 'verse where dark, torture, blood play, death fics were pretty common place. Even the Harry Potter fandom has plenty of slave fics with some serious torture scenes. Not here.

If you look in the memories section of this community you will find some tags for BSDM, but they are pretty mild.

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

yeah, my own searches were turning up next to nothing so i thought i'd check here... i've found a decent amount of fics involving topics like relationship abuse, rape, etc, but it seems that in 99.9% of them justin is the one who's victimized, etc... *sigh*

and yeah, i'm also originally from the buffyverse, which is probably where i developed such dark tastes :P i carried them over to the house fandom, and am now looking for anything along those lines in this fandom... so far with no success... :P

thanx for the info, love :)

*hugs*
DoS

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

That's because for the most part, QAF fandom stays close to canon. There are some darker fics out there, but the only ones that I've seen are either rape fics, or BDSM where Brian is the dominant one. Sub!Brian would be incredibly out of character.

You might try theconservatory. That's plumsuede's BDSM site.

[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

thanx so much, hon :)

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

You're welcome, and would you update your post for me? Then I can tag it. :-)

[court1429.livejournal.com]

Someone's writing a Sub!Brian one right now. I see the banners for it on bjfic. I think the author's notes noted one time that Linds/Mel see the collar or something and now the whole family knows Justin is the dom. Or something. Sounded terribly OOC to me. Not that total Sub!Justin doesn't sound equally OOC.

I know there's the play spanking scene in the show, but that has never particularly convinced me that either of them have any desire for much beyond light bondage and/or spanking. Plum's, Vamp's, and Tricia's excellent descriptive skills notwithstanding. ;) And it's just not really my kink, you know?

There are two Brian-is-raped fics; one is jane2005's Negation and the other is by bloodyrose82, but I forget the title.

Ardra (have no linkage, sorry) writes some way beyond the pale, for me, BDSM fic but it's Justin who's the sub. And I wanna say Paul Plesko does, too, and I think some of it's Brian. Before Justin, maybe? I remember one with Brian and Ben hooking up at a circuit party. I know a lot of people rave about his fic, but I didn't care for it.

oops, part of this response is for the requester, Red.

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Hey, Court!!

The reason I have a hard time with sub!Brian is because he is such a control freak. And on top of that, because of the abuse he suffered as a boy, I just can't see him letting anyone wield that kind of power over him. Some light spanking, restraints sometimes, sure. And yes, the sub in a D/s relationship holds the power, sets the tone, but again, can you see Brian doing this?

[tantenietje.livejournal.com]

At BJfic.net there's the stories Leather Bound and Collar Bound by Elyxer.
BDSM with sub Brian. Not sure it's wild enough for you.

[onebookwoman.livejournal.com]

If you're not looking just for QAF stories, check out morgan_cian on her LJ. She writes original slave fics (mostly m/m). Her whole Texas series is very dark and contains some very graphic slave/master scenes.

[court1429.livejournal.com]

Oh, well, if the poster's looking for other than QAF fic, many, many people rec Manna's "The Administration" series. You can google and find the link. Very, very long with several sequals. I know quite a number of people who've reread the whole thing multiple times.

[jyl22075.livejournal.com]

I don't think anyone recced this one yet: http://jane2005.livejournal.com/42468.html

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[seanmegansean.livejournal.com]

Can you please come back to this entry to say that there are recs in the comments? That'd be much appreciated, thanks.

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[dreamsofspike.livejournal.com]

oh, okay, no problem :) thanx :)