Three searches: Cancer!Fics and Angsty Pro-Brian Fics

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Specific Search: I'm looking for any fics where Brian tells Justin he has testicular cancer instead of kicking him out and letting him find out on his own. Nothing too OOC where Brian collapses in tears and asks Justin to hold him because he's scared he'll die (I mean...get real people), but something that may have actually happened. I've read a couple about Justin going to Ibiza, so none of those please.

Really Specific Search: This one kind of fits into the first category, but I'm looking for a particular fic this time. In this one, Brian goes to Johns Hopkins for surgery, Justin finds out, and eventually goes out to Baltimore to be with Brian at the hospital while he recovers. If I'm not mistaken, they find more cancer than they thought they would, but I could be wrong. I remember Brian was having a hard time emotionally with the whole losing a ball thing and Justin being there. There was one part where he tried to go to the bathroom on his own and ended up falling on his ass while trying to get a look at his wound. And apparently there was a male nurse that made a few cameos during the story.

General Search: I'm sick of re-reading fics I've read a million times, but none of the active WIPs going on right now interest me. I'm looking for stories that have lots of good angst, but not those "Brian is a horrible horrible person" fics. Like how many times can the "Justin moves back to Pittsburgh, he and Brian are monogamous, Brian cheats on Justin, and then has to fight to get him back" fic seriously be written? I want B/J to end up together, but maybe Justin does something wrong this time? And has to fight to get Brian back? Anything even remotely like this would be nice! As in character as possible. :)

mikey/brian comic book store

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I read this fic not to long ago and I saved it but, my computer lost all its bookmarks and I've been trying to find it again. It had Michael and Brian in the comic bookstore and I think Brian asked Michael if he would give up what he had with Ben for a "fuck". I think Justin & Ben were out front...thats all I can remember from it.

Found thanks to winifredin

Looking for Angsty Pro-Justin fics

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I’ve been extremely busy so I’ve been downloading stories to listen to on my Kindle. I’ve stopped and erased any story that has Justin portrayed as the guilty party or ‘the little shit’ for leaving Brian at the Rage party, because they usually go downhill from there (Hmm, rant much).

I’m looking for Angsty Pro-Justin fics. I’ve read all of Besame’s, Sapphires’, Nightvision55’s, and Sungaizing’s, recently. I even read all of Galeandrandy’s and Predec2.

 I have eclectic taste so it can be any general story as long as it fits my criteria of Pro-Justin. It’s not that I am anti-Brian; it’s just that I have too many fics where Brian is treated as a God and Justin is the minor character that orbits around him. I want to see some MUTUAL RESPECT, but I am having a difficult time finding it in a lot of fics.

PLEASE HELP!