HIV, Abuse, Amnesia, AU

[britinlure.livejournal.com]

I am completely new to all of this so I am still learning the ropes here. Anyway, I am looking for any stories that has to do with Brian and Justin obviously. I've looked through the memories but didn't find much to read. So, I'm looking for any sort of stories that has to do with HIV, abuse, amnesia and is completely off canon.

HIV, anything from Brian having it, to Justin having it.
Abuse, I'd rather read Justin being abused, whether its by Brian or someone else.
Amnesia, anything is fine with this one too.
AU, anything for this as well.

I'm pretty sure that probably is not a story that has all four things I am looking for, but if there is, that would be great.

FOUND... links in comments.
Thank you all who had posted.

Comments

[chimerachan.livejournal.com]

- amnesia!Justin + au :

Gone by Besame_bj (F-locked)

http://besame-bj.livejournal.com/14832.html

What was, what is, what can be by Lady Raven

http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/LRF/What.htm

[britinlure.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I'm a friend of besame_bj so it'll be easy to read that one. And thank you for the other one too.

[faded62.livejournal.com]

http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/TF/Frozen.htm - Au, HIV

That was the first thing that jumped to mind. Otherwise check the Tags.

AU Tags - http://getithere.livejournal.com/tag/au

Abused Justin Tags - http://getithere.livejournal.com/tag/abused%20justin

Amnesia Tags - http://getithere.livejournal.com/tag/amnesia%20fic

[britinlure.livejournal.com]

I think I've read the Frozen one and I've looked through the tags and couldn't really find anything that caught my eye, but thank you.

[mysid.livejournal.com]

And just FYI: If by "I have no idea what sort of tags to use...", you meant that you didn't know which ones to attach to your post, that's done by the Mods after you post. If you meant you didn't know which one to use to search for stories you'd like, your question seems to have been answered already.

Welcome.

[kellydeer.livejournal.com]

As noted in another reply, Too Deep for Healing by Deviant Queen (Brian), is one of the best EVER, but be warned...it is an EXTREME TEAR JERKER.

I cried almost all the way through it & I'm never one to re-read a fic, but one day (when I get my nerve back) this is definietly one I'll re-read!!!

[soulmatejunkee.livejournal.com]

Totally agree on that.

"Too deep for healing" is my all time fave and normally I do not really like death!fics!
It's beautiful - I cried so hard on chapter 11 *LOL*

[love4movies.livejournal.com]

I highly recommend the very controversial autistic!Justin story Kiss me alright by CleverDevil.

http://www.elyxer.co.uk/cleverdevilfanfic/KMAChapters.html

This story stayed with me for days, but it took a few chapters to get into it. In the end I really loved it and I already know I will read it again and again and again.

I also love the stories of scoobygang8. They are just wonderful. Start with Truth in Advertising and read all the others too. It's a pitty she abandoned her journal.

http://scoobygang8.livejournal.com/?skip=10&tag=truth%20in%20advertising