Get it Here

as nobody could answer my last cry for help, iwill try with another fic. maybe i only imagined reading them and only exist in my mind. in this fic b and j live together in ny - but b has this guy he sometimes meet secretly. j. finds out, but instead of confronting b, he talks to this other guy and they meet once a year from then on. they meet in a little park. that is all i remember. j is painting murals for clubs b opens all over the us. any suggestions?

and once again the other fic. b and j are together, post season 5. j creates large metal sculptures. hides his initials somewhere in those structures. i wish i could rember more. it was a beautiful story. or did i imagine i?

help! help! help! Thank you for trying to help a woman with a bad memory but a nice disposition.

both were found! links under the cut! thank you to everybody who helped!