Sad, depressing fics including sex

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

Edit 2: Okay, lol, funny discussion but still no recs (which I didn't know) ._. Slip Away can't be the only one, or? ;_;
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Yeah, the title says it all, I think, lol
I'm in the mood for this right now, so...
Can someone rec me some well-written really, sad, depressing B/J fics which also include lemonSEX? (There's nothing better than despair!sex, lol)
Something like 'Slip away' by Branwen777.
I checked the 'down the well' tags/memories, but I couldn't figure out which of these fics were really depressing in general AND had the dirty stuff as well ^^;

Edit: Sorry ^^; Bidyke is right - lemon means graphic sex, lol. Didn't know it's only common in germany for sex in all kind of fics. We have lemon for more graphic sex and lime for implied sex. There's even something in between, but I won't go that deep into explanations now, lol

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[flamencanyc.livejournal.com]

which also include lemon?

Huh? I'd like to help, but I have no idea what you are talking about here.

[bidyke73.livejournal.com]

Lemon means sex, right? If it does, there's this one fic by triciaqaf which is hot and sad at the same time: http://www.queereyes.net/missyou.html

[bidyke73.livejournal.com]

No, it seems to be common in English, too:

"Lemon and Lime
Main article: lemon (anime)
See also: lime (anime)
Explicit sex stories in general, especially in anime fan fiction, are known as lemon, lemony-goodness, and lemonade, a term which comes from a Japanese slang term meaning "sexy" that itself derives from an early pornographic cartoon series called Cream Lemon. The term lime denotes a story that has sexual themes but is not necessarily explicit. "Lemon" stories without much plot other than sex are also referred to as smutfics[citation needed] or as PWPs ("Porn Without Plot" or "Plot? What Plot?").

These terms are also sometimes used now to describe original amateur fiction that is published online."
(quoted from Wikipedia)

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Oh, I forgot. Did you check the h/c section? Most of those are sad fics where sex is had. Hence the hurt/comfort tag.

[hpgryffin.livejournal.com]

Yeah, lemon does mean really NC-17 graphic sex (pornographic), while lime or citrus is just R. Mainly used in anime fanfiction writing.

[hpgryffin.livejournal.com]

How about Holding On to Let You Go by Lane Carson? They had raw sex in Part 7. Download it here: http://www.4shared.com/account/home.jsp. Incidentally, this link is under the Recovered Lost Fics DL even more fics tab of this community. Thanks and have fun!

[galeandrandy.livejournal.com]

My nano will fit into this category of fics. But it's not done yet. It'll be called "Tenebrosity" though if you watch bjfic for it in December.

*hugs*