Sad, depressing fics including sex

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

Edit 2: Okay, lol, funny discussion but still no recs (which I didn't know) ._. Slip Away can't be the only one, or? ;_;
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Yeah, the title says it all, I think, lol
I'm in the mood for this right now, so...
Can someone rec me some well-written really, sad, depressing B/J fics which also include lemonSEX? (There's nothing better than despair!sex, lol)
Something like 'Slip away' by Branwen777.
I checked the 'down the well' tags/memories, but I couldn't figure out which of these fics were really depressing in general AND had the dirty stuff as well ^^;

Edit: Sorry ^^; Bidyke is right - lemon means graphic sex, lol. Didn't know it's only common in germany for sex in all kind of fics. We have lemon for more graphic sex and lime for implied sex. There's even something in between, but I won't go that deep into explanations now, lol

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[hpgryffin.livejournal.com]

How about Holding On to Let You Go by Lane Carson? They had raw sex in Part 7. Download it here: http://www.4shared.com/account/home.jsp. Incidentally, this link is under the Recovered Lost Fics DL even more fics tab of this community. Thanks and have fun!

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

thanks for the rec, but the link doesn't work - obviously, because I think it'd lead to my own account if I had one ^^;

[michira-70.livejournal.com]

Same problem for me, leeds to my own account. This should be the right one:
http://www.4shared.com/file/134339253/e298a1c6/Holding_On_To_Let_You_Go_by_Lane_Carson.html

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

thanks ^^
but found it meanwhile through the link in the sidebar here ^^ (http://www.4shared.com/dir/20541154/a47a1d91/sharing.html)