Sad, depressing fics including sex

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

Edit 2: Okay, lol, funny discussion but still no recs (which I didn't know) ._. Slip Away can't be the only one, or? ;_;
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Yeah, the title says it all, I think, lol
I'm in the mood for this right now, so...
Can someone rec me some well-written really, sad, depressing B/J fics which also include lemonSEX? (There's nothing better than despair!sex, lol)
Something like 'Slip away' by Branwen777.
I checked the 'down the well' tags/memories, but I couldn't figure out which of these fics were really depressing in general AND had the dirty stuff as well ^^;

Edit: Sorry ^^; Bidyke is right - lemon means graphic sex, lol. Didn't know it's only common in germany for sex in all kind of fics. We have lemon for more graphic sex and lime for implied sex. There's even something in between, but I won't go that deep into explanations now, lol

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[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

without requiring such a euphemism? It's not like the word is shorter and easier to type or anything.

lolol, I know and you're so right about this, but old habits die slow.
since I started reading fics at the age of 15, I'm used to these terms (and that wasn't only anime back then, also movies and books)

when I became active here, it was weird for me at first to refer to Brian/Justin, when I read BJ, because that stands for blowjob, lolol

[flamencanyc.livejournal.com]

:)
Yup, BJ is blowjob. B/J is Brian/Justin.

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Lol, I tend to say "BJ" to mean Brian and Justin! 'Cause then it's like... they're closer together... than if I say "B/J"...

*iz dork*

Also 'cause fanfiction.net takes all the little symbol punctuation out of your summaries, so I'd type "B/J" and it would become "BJ" anyway, so...

I guess I'd say "a bj" for blow job, lol.

Btw, lumcheng hon, I remember you saying "lemon" to me the first time and being like ???? but figuring it out and figuring I was just out of the loop! :-b

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

lol @ closer - you're srzly adorkable ;)

Oh shit... see? old, bad habits... I just can't get rid of it. maybe it's also because my friend and I tend to talk about fics in public a lot and to avoid weird stares from the people, we're happy with using terms like 'lemon' and 'bj' instead of sex and blowjob, lol ^^;