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getithereOnce upon a time, I read a BDSM fic. I cannot recall the author or the title or, really, anything about this fic except for one specific scene:
Brian had Justin tied up to the bed in the loft; I'm pretty sure he was gagged, too. Brian kept going about doing ordinary things (check his e-mail, etc.) but at intervals - every hour I think it was - he'd go into the bedroom and fuck Justin. Who couldn't come. And I'm mostly certain that Justin wasn't tied on his stomach, I think he was tied on his back with his legs in the air.
And there was something about an o-ring gag and Justin not understanding why Brian would want to use that when Justin's never turned down blowing him.
Anybody recognize it?
(...huh. I feel vaguely filthy now.)
ETA: The scene has been found! Linkie in comments
Brian had Justin tied up to the bed in the loft; I'm pretty sure he was gagged, too. Brian kept going about doing ordinary things (check his e-mail, etc.) but at intervals - every hour I think it was - he'd go into the bedroom and fuck Justin. Who couldn't come. And I'm mostly certain that Justin wasn't tied on his stomach, I think he was tied on his back with his legs in the air.
And there was something about an o-ring gag and Justin not understanding why Brian would want to use that when Justin's never turned down blowing him.
Anybody recognize it?
(...huh. I feel vaguely filthy now.)
ETA: The scene has been found! Linkie in comments
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Date: 2009-09-24 11:31 pm (UTC)That's what I get for looking.
I'm extremely picky about the BDSM that I read, which isn't much. But it has to be written by someone who knows the lifestyle. Hope this isn't one of Plum's at The Conservatory!
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Date: 2009-09-25 01:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 04:34 am (UTC)Trust me, people can request any kind of fic they want, no questions asked. But with this subject, I'm of one mind. Either write it right, or don't write it at all. And the scene described is more like torture, not BDSM. Problem is, so many fics like this get lumped into the BDSM category, and they're not.
So yeah, this hit my one and only squick.
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Date: 2009-09-25 04:37 am (UTC)*looks around*climbs off soapbox*
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Date: 2009-09-25 04:40 am (UTC)Totally not blaming the poster, she didn't write it! Just looking for it.
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Date: 2009-09-25 04:43 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-09-25 04:58 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-09-25 05:01 am (UTC)I'm sure the ears are burning!! lol
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Date: 2009-09-25 05:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 06:11 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 10:01 pm (UTC)Like I said, I couldn't remember anything but the one scene and you know how it is when a tiny part of a fic pops into your brain and drives you utterly insane until you finally figure out where in the hell it came from!
Apologies for lumping, but I really didn't know how else to describe it.
(Running penis is disturbingly mesmerizing. Mind if I steal the Brain Bleach icon, which is an awesomest of awesome?)
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Date: 2009-09-25 10:12 pm (UTC)I know what it's like, it's like the earworm thing, when a song gets in your head and won't go away.
Don't worry, we were "ewwww!"-ing the premise of the fic, not you. You're cute. *g*
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Date: 2009-09-24 11:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 10:02 pm (UTC)Thanks!
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Date: 2009-09-25 12:29 am (UTC)Here's link to Chapter 1 of Want (http://crazyevildru.livejournal.com/8321.html) by
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Date: 2009-09-25 10:03 pm (UTC)Thanks!
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Date: 2009-09-25 03:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 03:28 am (UTC)http://crazyevildru.livejournal.com/15012.html
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Date: 2009-09-25 09:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 02:35 pm (UTC)uhm, was Justin okay with it or was he forced into this by Brian?
(haha, don't worry, I also feel filthy considering reading smth like that now, lol )
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Date: 2009-09-25 10:05 pm (UTC)oh, this was completely consensual and the fic has been id'd if you're still considering reading it
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Date: 2009-09-25 11:39 pm (UTC)well, thanks, I'll put it in my bookmarks ^^
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Date: 2009-09-25 10:50 pm (UTC)I swear, crazyevildru can make just about anything work.
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Date: 2009-09-25 11:41 pm (UTC)I didn't read anything of this author yet.
(these days I'm picky about starting to read stuff from 'new' authors, because there's still so much to read from my favourite ones, aaahhhh)
but it's bookmarked for future reading XD
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Date: 2009-09-26 03:24 am (UTC)