sub!Justin BDSM fic? FOUND - Want by crazyevildru

[crysty-twilight.livejournal.com]

Once upon a time, I read a BDSM fic. I cannot recall the author or the title or, really, anything about this fic except for one specific scene:



Brian had Justin tied up to the bed in the loft; I'm pretty sure he was gagged, too. Brian kept going about doing ordinary things (check his e-mail, etc.) but at intervals - every hour I think it was - he'd go into the bedroom and fuck Justin. Who couldn't come. And I'm mostly certain that Justin wasn't tied on his stomach, I think he was tied on his back with his legs in the air.

And there was something about an o-ring gag and Justin not understanding why Brian would want to use that when Justin's never turned down blowing him.
 

Anybody recognize it?


(...huh. I feel vaguely filthy now.)

ETA:  The scene has been found!  Linkie in comments

Comments

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Ugh.

That's what I get for looking.

I'm extremely picky about the BDSM that I read, which isn't much. But it has to be written by someone who knows the lifestyle. Hope this isn't one of Plum's at The Conservatory!

[stepmnstr.livejournal.com]

nope i recognise all of plum's and no this isnt one

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Oh, good.

Trust me, people can request any kind of fic they want, no questions asked. But with this subject, I'm of one mind. Either write it right, or don't write it at all. And the scene described is more like torture, not BDSM. Problem is, so many fics like this get lumped into the BDSM category, and they're not.

So yeah, this hit my one and only squick.

[stepmnstr.livejournal.com]

oh i understand truly i do. when are people going to wake and realize that torture does NOT equal BDSM? the resources are out there and they are free...

*looks around*climbs off soapbox*

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

I know...sigh.

Totally not blaming the poster, she didn't write it! Just looking for it.

[stepmnstr.livejournal.com]

oh no. totally not blaming the poster. it's just a soap box issue for me.

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

We gotta stop hanging out with Minxie. lol

[stepmnstr.livejournal.com]

ROFLOL. never!!

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Eye noes, right? She's my goddess.

[stepmnstr.livejournal.com]

she is wonderfulness personified. i wonder if her ears are burning?

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Awesomeness infinitum.

I'm sure the ears are burning!! lol

[stepmnstr.livejournal.com]

and she won't even know why! lol

[eva213.livejournal.com]

BTW - great icon, lol.

[crysty-twilight.livejournal.com]

lol

Like I said, I couldn't remember anything but the one scene and you know how it is when a tiny part of a fic pops into your brain and drives you utterly insane until you finally figure out where in the hell it came from!

Apologies for lumping, but I really didn't know how else to describe it.

(Running penis is disturbingly mesmerizing. Mind if I steal the Brain Bleach icon, which is an awesomest of awesome?)

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Brain Bleach is shareable! Running Peen...not so much. lol

I know what it's like, it's like the earworm thing, when a song gets in your head and won't go away.

Don't worry, we were "ewwww!"-ing the premise of the fic, not you. You're cute. *g*

[onebookwoman.livejournal.com]

Is this one by crazyevildru? She wrote a series of stories with some pretty intense BDSM scenes.

[crysty-twilight.livejournal.com]

Totally is, and the scene has been found!

Thanks!

[delvalmom.livejournal.com]

This may not help but there was one post S2 where Justin wanted to get back with Brian after he & Ian went kaput and he was willing to do anything no matter how demeaning to be with Brian. I don't remember if that was a true BDSM fic though. I'll bet it's in memories here under BDSM.

Here's link to Chapter 1 of Want (http://crazyevildru.livejournal.com/8321.html) by crazyevildru but I don't know if the scene you mentioned is in that one.

[crysty-twilight.livejournal.com]

Yep; that's the one!

Thanks!

[moveforever.livejournal.com]

I’m absolutely sure it is Want by crazyevildru, and that finished by now.

[moveforever.livejournal.com]

and i think it is the chapter seven

http://crazyevildru.livejournal.com/15012.html

[crysty-twilight.livejournal.com]

You are absolutely right; this is it. Thanks so much!

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

lol, couldn't help but laugh at the image of brian humming contently and checking his mails, fucking justin, doing the laundry, fucking justin, ordering food, fucking.... and so on.

uhm, was Justin okay with it or was he forced into this by Brian?

(haha, don't worry, I also feel filthy considering reading smth like that now, lol )

[crysty-twilight.livejournal.com]

*g*

oh, this was completely consensual and the fic has been id'd if you're still considering reading it

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

ohh, I see XD
well, thanks, I'll put it in my bookmarks ^^

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Want is hot :)

I swear, crazyevildru can make just about anything work.

[lumcheng.livejournal.com]

it is?
I didn't read anything of this author yet.
(these days I'm picky about starting to read stuff from 'new' authors, because there's still so much to read from my favourite ones, aaahhhh)

but it's bookmarked for future reading XD

[moveforever.livejournal.com]

It is the absolutely perfect story, and really good written. I even think it is one of the best in the whole fandom (imho, imho :))