Future!fic/Major character death & Raped!Justin search

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for 2 fics tonight.
1- it's a future fic that I think I may have read on bjfic.net... pretty sure it's listed as a major character death fic, so I searched MW, but didn't find it there.  I'm 99% sure it's a one-shot. Basically, it's done in the format like "10 years later" "20 years later" "40 years later" you get the point.  In this fic Brian and Justin never got back together after the end of the series... I think it was like the 40 years later one or something when Justin finds out that Brian died.  Unfortunately that's all I remember about it and I don't have it bookmarked since I read it long before I started saving links.  Even if you only have the bjfic link (if it is actually a bjfic link), I'll take that, so I can at least read it when the site comes back up.

2- Raped!Justin fic where he hides it from Brian for like a really long time before Brian finds out about it.  I think it's at Sap's party where he gets raped.  There might be a scene where Justin is on the roof of the loft building, ready to jump off and kill himself, but I might be confusing fics.  I thought I read it on fanfiction.net but I can't find it on there, so I might be mistaken.

Hope someone knows what I'm talking about with my terrible memory and vague descriptions.
Thanks in advance!


Update: Pretty sure I found the 2nd request. I think I was confusing combining Nowhere to Run by crazyevildru and Turning Points by Britin in my head. Thank you wouldbedorothy and elvenfixation for the links and for helping me figure out my mistake!

The first request was by bloodyrose82  found by eva213  Thank you!  Link in comments

Comments

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

True, good point. Just figured it was worth mentioning, in case multiple fics were being confuzzled, lol :)

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

...I would say, other than Crazyevildru's and Britin's, the only other two fics worth reading that deal with the Sap's party are "Knight in Shining Armor" by Danielle TK and "Party Boy" by Paul Plesko.

Justin does manage to hide what happened from Brian in that second one till a certain videotape shows up in their mailbox. There's no actual dealing with what happened though; the story's more about Brian finding out about it.

Both are one shots but they're good. I like "Knight in Shining Armor" because Brian shows up in the nick of time and saves Justin from getting raped.

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

I'm trying to figure out which one (crazyevildru's or britin's) is the fic I was searching for... I think I might have been confusing/combining 2 different fics in my head. hmmmm... either way, I'm gonna reread both of them bc they're both really good. Thank you both for the help :)

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

You're welcome.

By the way, links to all four Sap's party AU's that were mentioned are listed here: http://delicious.com/natalilaurin/214-AU

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

Thanks :) I've got lots of reading to now... lots of angsty reading to do actually. Why do I do these things to myself :S lol