Future!fic/Major character death & Raped!Justin search

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for 2 fics tonight.
1- it's a future fic that I think I may have read on bjfic.net... pretty sure it's listed as a major character death fic, so I searched MW, but didn't find it there.  I'm 99% sure it's a one-shot. Basically, it's done in the format like "10 years later" "20 years later" "40 years later" you get the point.  In this fic Brian and Justin never got back together after the end of the series... I think it was like the 40 years later one or something when Justin finds out that Brian died.  Unfortunately that's all I remember about it and I don't have it bookmarked since I read it long before I started saving links.  Even if you only have the bjfic link (if it is actually a bjfic link), I'll take that, so I can at least read it when the site comes back up.

2- Raped!Justin fic where he hides it from Brian for like a really long time before Brian finds out about it.  I think it's at Sap's party where he gets raped.  There might be a scene where Justin is on the roof of the loft building, ready to jump off and kill himself, but I might be confusing fics.  I thought I read it on fanfiction.net but I can't find it on there, so I might be mistaken.

Hope someone knows what I'm talking about with my terrible memory and vague descriptions.
Thanks in advance!


Update: Pretty sure I found the 2nd request. I think I was confusing combining Nowhere to Run by crazyevildru and Turning Points by Britin in my head. Thank you wouldbedorothy and elvenfixation for the links and for helping me figure out my mistake!

The first request was by bloodyrose82  found by eva213  Thank you!  Link in comments

Comments

[oh-amelia.livejournal.com]

Sorry, I don't come bearing links for the fics you're looking for, but I just wanted to say that the first search breaks my heart. I got so sad just thinking about it.

I can't bear to read death!fics. I think I've only read one in my entire time in fandom. So, I wouldn't even know where to begin.

Good luck finding your fics, though.

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it is really sad. I have to be in the mood to read major character deaths, but some of them are actually really good. Like the one I'm searching for. It's really sad, but the mcd isn't the main focus of the fic and it's such a good fic

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

That second one is probably "Turning Points" by Britin. It's a WIP and up to chapter 23 right now. Really one of the most amazing fics I've read...

There was another one where Justin was on the roof of a building and had been raped and hidden it, but in that one he was raped by someone while in California not at the Sap's party...it was on Bjfic.net though and abandoned. I'll try to think of the title.

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

Do you have a link to Turning Points or at least know which site I can find it on?

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

...sorry, I might have told you where to find "Turning Points" or given you a link. It's on both Midnight Whispers and fanfiction.net

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

Thanks :)

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Second one, to me, sounds like crazyevildru's "Nowhere To Run" and the sequel "Somewhere I Belong." Justin was raped at the Sap's party, and I think there was a part where Justin almost jumped out the loft window or off the fire escape.

http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=crazyevildru&keyword=Nowhere+to+Run&filter=all

Incredible fic!!

Make sure you start with chapter one. (Chapter two is listed first.)

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

...I would totally second this, it's an amazing story, and you're right about the fire escape. Except Justin doesn't really hide it from Brian in that one; he wants to, and he runs away to Deb's, but then he tells Brian almost immediately.

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

True, good point. Just figured it was worth mentioning, in case multiple fics were being confuzzled, lol :)

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

...I would say, other than Crazyevildru's and Britin's, the only other two fics worth reading that deal with the Sap's party are "Knight in Shining Armor" by Danielle TK and "Party Boy" by Paul Plesko.

Justin does manage to hide what happened from Brian in that second one till a certain videotape shows up in their mailbox. There's no actual dealing with what happened though; the story's more about Brian finding out about it.

Both are one shots but they're good. I like "Knight in Shining Armor" because Brian shows up in the nick of time and saves Justin from getting raped.

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

I'm trying to figure out which one (crazyevildru's or britin's) is the fic I was searching for... I think I might have been confusing/combining 2 different fics in my head. hmmmm... either way, I'm gonna reread both of them bc they're both really good. Thank you both for the help :)

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

You're welcome.

By the way, links to all four Sap's party AU's that were mentioned are listed here: http://delicious.com/natalilaurin/214-AU

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

Thanks :) I've got lots of reading to now... lots of angsty reading to do actually. Why do I do these things to myself :S lol

[eva213.livejournal.com]

Hi!
I´m pretty sure that the first one you are looking for is bloodyrose82 ´s Meet Me Under The Street Light.
http://bloodyrose82.livejournal.com/59385.html

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

This is it! Thank you so much! I've been searching for this fic for what seems like forever!