Future!fic/Major character death & Raped!Justin search

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for 2 fics tonight.
1- it's a future fic that I think I may have read on bjfic.net... pretty sure it's listed as a major character death fic, so I searched MW, but didn't find it there.  I'm 99% sure it's a one-shot. Basically, it's done in the format like "10 years later" "20 years later" "40 years later" you get the point.  In this fic Brian and Justin never got back together after the end of the series... I think it was like the 40 years later one or something when Justin finds out that Brian died.  Unfortunately that's all I remember about it and I don't have it bookmarked since I read it long before I started saving links.  Even if you only have the bjfic link (if it is actually a bjfic link), I'll take that, so I can at least read it when the site comes back up.

2- Raped!Justin fic where he hides it from Brian for like a really long time before Brian finds out about it.  I think it's at Sap's party where he gets raped.  There might be a scene where Justin is on the roof of the loft building, ready to jump off and kill himself, but I might be confusing fics.  I thought I read it on fanfiction.net but I can't find it on there, so I might be mistaken.

Hope someone knows what I'm talking about with my terrible memory and vague descriptions.
Thanks in advance!


Update: Pretty sure I found the 2nd request. I think I was confusing combining Nowhere to Run by crazyevildru and Turning Points by Britin in my head. Thank you wouldbedorothy and elvenfixation for the links and for helping me figure out my mistake!

The first request was by bloodyrose82  found by eva213  Thank you!  Link in comments

Comments

[oh-amelia.livejournal.com]

Sorry, I don't come bearing links for the fics you're looking for, but I just wanted to say that the first search breaks my heart. I got so sad just thinking about it.

I can't bear to read death!fics. I think I've only read one in my entire time in fandom. So, I wouldn't even know where to begin.

Good luck finding your fics, though.

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

That second one is probably "Turning Points" by Britin. It's a WIP and up to chapter 23 right now. Really one of the most amazing fics I've read...

There was another one where Justin was on the roof of a building and had been raped and hidden it, but in that one he was raped by someone while in California not at the Sap's party...it was on Bjfic.net though and abandoned. I'll try to think of the title.

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Second one, to me, sounds like crazyevildru's "Nowhere To Run" and the sequel "Somewhere I Belong." Justin was raped at the Sap's party, and I think there was a part where Justin almost jumped out the loft window or off the fire escape.

http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=crazyevildru&keyword=Nowhere+to+Run&filter=all

Incredible fic!!

Make sure you start with chapter one. (Chapter two is listed first.)

[eva213.livejournal.com]

Hi!
I´m pretty sure that the first one you are looking for is bloodyrose82 ´s Meet Me Under The Street Light.
http://bloodyrose82.livejournal.com/59385.html