Angst

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Hi all! I'm in the mood to be a bit heartbroken this evening so I'm searching out some angsty Brian/Justin stories. The longer the better but one shots are fine as well. Any recommendations? Thanks in advance!


ETA: Thanks to everyone who offered recommendations- there are many, many links in the comments!

Comments

[josieb1.livejournal.com]

Try this, Resist the Fire by Wildsweet_Angel. Brian and Justin have drifted apart after 513, but are drawn back together again when Jutsin has an accident in New York. http://midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=381&ageconsent=ok&warning=3

Also most of Sapphire's stuff is Angsty, http://midnightwhispers.ca/viewuser.php?uid=73 I partcularly like A Moment on the Lips, where Justin develops Anorexia, http://midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=601

They may not be angsty enough for you though, it all depends on whether you like a happy ending or not.

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much! I haven't read any of these before so I'm excited to get started!

Anything by Rizabeau

[barbcf.livejournal.com]

You can pretty much be guaranteed long and angsty

Re: Anything by Rizabeau

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Yeah I've always enjoyed Rizabeau's work- thanks for reminding me! :)

Re: Anything by Rizabeau

[teatotaller.livejournal.com]

Here's a link to my favorite story by Rizabeau. You can click her name to get to her other stories.

http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=8519&warning=NC-17

[onebookwoman.livejournal.com]

Check out the stories by blissink(on her LJ page). Her stories are beautifully written and full of angst.

I second the Rizabeau rec. I often reread her stories when I want angst.

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Thanks- I'll check it out!

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

"The Yellow Light Trilogy" by Irina: http://www.geocities.com/irishka1205/yellowlighttrilogy.html One of the best angst stories out there. Justin sleeps with a guy who gets obsessed, leading to tragedy.

Actually, I'd recommend anything by Irina: http://www.geocities.com/irishka1205/storiesindex.html (It's a geocities site though, so she's one of the author's whose stories will be disappearing in the next few months so you might want to save whichever ones you want to read.)

Another good angsty one is "No More Shall We Hurt" by Lemon Bar: http://community.livejournal.com/britin_manor/tag/and+no+more+shall+we+hurt

And here's the rest of my angst list: http://delicious.com/natalilaurin/angst?sort=alpha&order=asc

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Great- thank you so much for all the links!

[pat-ace87.livejournal.com]

Are all the stories in geocities going to be deleted???!!!!!!!!

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

There have been a few posts on here recently, and a lot of people have been rushing try and save what stories they can...basically yahoo is shutting down geocities at some point this year, which means anything on a geocities site will be gone; including the sites of dozens of qaf authors.

This post from a couple of weeks ago has a list of geocities sites that will be closing: http://community.livejournal.com/getithere/791019.html

You might also want to take a look at this one: http://www.geocities.com/weird4182/Pages.html

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

I forgot to mention, Rena's Liberty Diner site is also closing...it's not on geocities, but since she's not writing anymore she decided to take it down. That one is supposed to close on the 16th of June.

[lostandalone22.livejournal.com]

Awesome! I've read some of her Supernatural fan fiction, and it's terrific, so I'll have to go read these fics.

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

After The End (http://qafvault.com/514.htm) by bloodyrose82 is one of my favorite fics and it's angsty as hell. This link works too. (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=bloodyrose82&keyword=QaF+Series:+After+the+End&filter=all) It's post 513 where Justin lives in NY and comes home after some time away (I can't remember how long) for Deb's bday party. SOOO angsty and excellent writing. It's in 2nd person POV (which I think makes angsty fics even angstier--did I just make up a word?) and is totally in character and sticks with the same style as the show (Prologues and epilogues at the end of each chapter, like they did with Michael talking at the beg/end of some episodes).
Seriously! Can you tell how much I love this fic? I can't stop rambling about it... maybe I'll go read it again this weekend :)

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Sounds great- thank you!

[josieb1.livejournal.com]

I remembered this one last night, its by Inner-Justin,(her writing is amazing), Justin turns to heroin when things don't work out in New York http://inner-justin.livejournal.com/tag/i+feel+alive

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Thank you!

[edom56.livejournal.com]

Mouse's fics are very angsty too. 'It's only time' is still a WIP but the other three are done:

http://www.libertyavenue.net/archive/viewuser.php?uid=55

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much- I'll check it out!

[sodoesrachael.livejournal.com]

Um, yeah, ALL of mine. No srs. Well, maybe not ALL. There's one that ends in a good way. Ish. :P

http://sodoesrachael.livejournal.com/59832.html

That's a sticky post with links to all my stories. If wanna cry, read Leaving the Hospital. Apparently it makes people cry. A lot. :P As well as Always and Never.

The rest of my stories are also angsty. Go me!! *waves flags*

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Go you!! Thanks a bunch!

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

This is another one I like a lot..."So Much Left to Learn" by Kiki: http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/KiF/Learn.htm It's an amnesia-Justin season-1-AU.

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Awesome- thanks!

[tawny-7.livejournal.com]

Is this a WIP or completed?
Thanks!

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

It's complete as far as I know...it doesn't end in a horrible cliffhanger or anything. And you know at the end that B/J are going to be together (in their unconventional way).

here is one!

[kesjcv.livejournal.com]

Hiya! I am writing a Post-513 story - Im told its good, (there are 7 chapters up so far!) And its VERY angsty! lots of denial, sick!brian, Toppy!Justin, Success, New York, Heartbreak and Reunions... I will give you the link to where im posting it in Adultfanfic.net because its easier to read there (better formatting and navigation!) than my LJ posts! here:

http://tv.adultfanfiction.net/story.php?no=600094672

If it doesnt work - here is the link to the same story in LJ:

http://community.livejournal.com/bjfic/1875948.html

I hope you like it! And i would love to hear some feedback if you decide to read it! Enjoy! *hugs*
kesjcv
xxx

Re: here is one!

[bjshipper.livejournal.com]

Thank you- this is definitely on my list to read & I'll be sure to comment when I do. Thanks for bringing it to my attention.