ethan abuses justin and hurt!justin recs

[britin0490.livejournal.com]

hello. i'm new to the community and i'm looking for 1 specific story and i have a general request. 

1. the specific story i'm looking for is about ethan dying and brian goes to pay his respects and discovers that justin's relationship with ethan was abusive and justin tells brian that he's glad ethan is dead because he beat him and raped him when they were together. 

2. my general request is for any hurt!justin stories where brian has to take care of him and support him. they can involve rape, illness, or severe injuries but please no death! they can also be stories that are works in progress but they have to be ones that are updated regularly. 

thanks in advance. 

edit: story found and more good stories in comments

Sidebar Additions

[court1429.livejournal.com]

netlagd brought up a very good point the other day. Said point being that we had no resources listed on the Sidebar for screencaps. We do now!

The Fic Archive category is now Archives: Fic & Graphics. And there are three new entries in that section for caps. Thanks for the nudge, netlagd!

Catalyst by besame_bj

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

I wonder if anyone can help me please---> Im after a story cally called Catalyst (I hope I spelt it correctly) by besame_bj but im getting access denied all the time,I really want to read this story, does anyone know if its posted anywhere else, or does anyone have a copy they can mail me?

If so please send it to yvoreid@o2.co.uk

Please and thanks :)

Edited: Story can be found on her jornal but its flocked