Fics - anti-depressants?

[xdunyax.livejournal.com]

Hello,
I'm sad. Really really sad. (damn you, yaoi-mangas..:(() So, in order to get myself out of this state I ask for your help...

I'd like you to recommend me Brian/Justin fics that make you feel overwhelming happiness after reading them...fics that are well-written, with Brian and Justin being in character, it can be AU, but not taken to extremes, maybe even angsty, and filled with B/J love...:)

However, these days even small things that I didn't care much about get me even more depressed. For example, reunion fics, where B/J get back together after 1, 5, 7, 10 years...or, B/Other, J/Other fics with B/J in the end, where Brian or Justin care about these "others"... or Brian telling Justin (or vice versa) "I love you and all that stuff, but I can't give up tricking for you, because it's just so damn important to me (even more important than being with you), because it's a part of me"...

Yeah, that's a lot of requirements. :) Nevertheless, I'm sure you can recommend lots of fabulous B/J fics that could put me out of my misery :)

Thank you.

EDIT: Lots of recs in the comments. Thank you everyone ◕‿◕

Brian cursed, trying to get Justin to tell him he loves him.

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I remember reading a very funny fic once about Brian being cursed, so now he can't get an erection unless Justin tells him he loves him. Brian gets him drunk and Justin ends up singing love songs in Babylon. Does anyone know what I'm talking about?

EDIT: FOUND! It's a Snoopylicious Valentine by besame_bj. Link in comments!

Brian Justin secret relationship.

[faded62.livejournal.com]

1)I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago where Brian and Justin met on Holiday - where I think they ended up sharing a house on an Island. They fell in love but decided to stay apart until Justin finished school - but kept in contact without anyone knowing.

2)Anything similar with Brian and Justin either keeping their relationship secret - or planning on waiting to develop their relationship.

Thanks :)

1 - Found :) Boys of Summer



2- One rec, more would be appreciated :)

Mood theme

[girlofavalon.livejournal.com]

I would appreciate if someone could point me the direction to QAF mood themes, either animated or not, and preferably focusing on Brian and/or Justin.

Thank you in advance.


P.S.: I looked through the community tags and wasn't sure of how to tag my search. Could anyone enlighten me?

EDIT: Some links in the comments. Thank you very much!

Looking for a fic where Justin was raped by Hobbs

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Justin was at school, then taken by Hobbs and his 'buddies,' and then raped in the woods.  Justin tried to commit suicide by taking some pills from Brian's stash, but ended up in the hospital and freaking out.  Only Brian could calm him down.  I've been looking forever for this one, so any help is greatly appreciated! 


FOUND!  Thank you for the quick reply!

Justin uses safe word "Debbie"

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The way I'm remembering this particular scene, Brian and Justin aren't doing anything kinky at the time, but for some reason Justin needs Brian to stop. Brian isn't listening to him until Justin pulls out a secret weapon--his safe word. And I'm reasonably certain that his safe word is "Debbie". The moment he says it, Brian backs off instantly. We, the readers, didn't know it was their safe word, but Brian's reaction leaves no doubt.

Does anyone know which fic this is?

Update: The story has possibly been identified, but it was on bjfic.net.

Justin lives in France/Italy Found: Lessons in Love by Mouse

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I should know this and I'm going to feel really stupid when you tell me what it is. Justin lives in France, (could be Italy) His partner has Just died. Brian finds out and goes to France to see him. Justin had to sell himself to get his partners meds. It was a really long story with sequels I think. I'm really drawling a blank here.

Found: Lessons in love by Mouse. Link is in comments. Thank you turtlegirl922

Debbie's Funeral, Post-513

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This may be a little vague...

I read a story awhile back set post-513. Debbie dies and Justin comes back into town for the funeral. I'm not sure how far into the future it was, but I know B/J had ended things some time ago. I'm pretty sure it has a B/J ending, but I remember it being pretty angsty before that happens. The one part I remember is that Justin is sitting at the gravesite talking to Debbie (I think saying he wishes she was around to tell him what to do, or saying sorry he didn't make it back home in time to say goodbye to her), then Brian walks up and takes him home.

I hope it rings a bell for someone. Sorry I don't remember more! :/

Found in record time. It's the Time series byinner_justin  and ryosato . Link in the comments.