117 (and thereafter) Gapfillers?

[flamencanyc.livejournal.com]

I think one of the most underrated scenes between B & J is the one in Deb's backyard at the end of 117. You know the one:

Brian lights a joint as Justin comes out to join him.
B: So it all worked out, happily ever after.
J: Thanks to the Senator.
B: Yeah, don't kid yourself. That woman in there is using you, for money and for votes. She'll move on to her next cause, her next fundraiser, then where will you be?
J: Like she said, it's a small victory.
B: Well, don't think that you've won, that it's over, 'cause the minute you do that, you're dead.
Brian shotguns Justin, takes a hit himself, then puts his arm around Justin and pulls him close.
J: Not as long as I’ve got you to protect me. Nuzzles against B's neck and shoulder

That last line and Brian's reaction to it are pretty intense -- I can only imagine what was going through Brian's head at that point...

Does anyone know of any fics that address that scene and what comes after it (before 118)?

ETA: One rec already in comments -- thanks! -- and by the time you see this there may be more. Nonetheless, that shouldn't keep any inspired writers out there from adding to the collection! ;)

Amnesia!Brian or Justin

[trishwish.livejournal.com]

Hey everyone --

I've recently read two really good Amnesia!fics, Reforged (Brian loses his memory) and Trip on Love (Justin loses his memory).

I wondered if anyone else knew of any other good fics where either Brian or Justin have amnesia? 

Thanks!

ETA:  Lots of links in the responses.  Many thanks to everyone!

My Desperate and Hopeful Fic

[galefan4ever.livejournal.com]

hi everyone...im hoping I can get some help...im also hoping that this is allowed here!! if not then this can be deleted...if it is allowed then let me tell u i love queer as folk fiction and i have exactly 174 individual fics that I once had the link to but no longer do...i put this behind a cut only bc well i wanted to see if i could do this lj cut thing and also bc the link behind this cut will show all of the fics with the author...

( My Long Fic List )

It's driving me crazy!

[trishwish.livejournal.com]

*sigh*  Yes, it's me again!

I'm not crazy, I'm not!!!!  I specifically remember reading a fic about Brian having some sort of accident and when he wakes up he has the mind of a child.  Justin is with Ethan but breaks up with him and moves back in with Brian to help him. 

Because Brian has no memory of his horrible childhood his personality is different.  At one point I remember when Brian's brain advances to a teenager and he's confused about his sexual urges. 

I swear I thought that story, Lasting Promises by Tammy was it, but that one is only 2 chapters, and unfinished -- unless the story is posted somewhere else? 

I also remember that it was complete, not a WIP.

Is there anyone who knows this fic?

ETA:  Thanks to  foreverfolked.  The story is Maybe This Time Book II by Ashleigh.  I'd been mixing the plot with Tammy's story, which was why I was confused. 

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[sawyerbaby.livejournal.com]

I'm still in my Hurt!Brian mood. Are there any fics where Brian is self-harming or suicidal? Canon and AU fics are both welcome. Thank you for any suggestions!

ETA: Links inside!