It was a shot in the dark. getting into his mind space and doing a good job of it would be a rather icky thing for a fan fic writer and probably not what they want to spend their time on.
I do appreciate this site and have used the tags time and time again. I have no issues if you want to tag this as "not found"
Well, since you said the thing about getting into his icky mind space, and I think I did that, I'll give you one of the fics I mentioned. Hopefully you enjoy it even if it's not quite what you wanted.
The Fault Lies (http://archiveofourown.org/works/274152)
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Date: 2015-11-24 09:20 pm (UTC)I do appreciate this site and have used the tags time and time again. I have no issues if you want to tag this as "not found"
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Date: 2015-11-24 11:05 pm (UTC)The Fault Lies (http://archiveofourown.org/works/274152)
Thanks for the comm compliments! :)