I hope there's something like that out there, but I don't know of one. The closest I can get is: 1) a Hobbs pov piece set much later, post-S4, which does kind of touch on the bashing; 2) the bashing from the pov of the baseball bat (just a drabble, sounds cracky but isn't). If you have any interest in those, I'll link you.
It was a shot in the dark. getting into his mind space and doing a good job of it would be a rather icky thing for a fan fic writer and probably not what they want to spend their time on.
I do appreciate this site and have used the tags time and time again. I have no issues if you want to tag this as "not found"
Well, since you said the thing about getting into his icky mind space, and I think I did that, I'll give you one of the fics I mentioned. Hopefully you enjoy it even if it's not quite what you wanted.
The Fault Lies (http://archiveofourown.org/works/274152)
* I found a story on my computer that might fit your request or at least it is the closest I can get to finding anything regarding Hobbs view of the bashing. I tried the link I had for the story and unfortunately the author has deleted and purged her journal. It is a short stand alone fic. As usual I uploaded to sendspace. This is a direct link to download the story.
THERAPY by starlightbj Summary – Chris Hobbs’ therapist suggests he writes how he feels about Justin Taylor, after he’s bashed him. Chris POV Timeframe – between 122 and 201 (ie after the bashing and before Chris Hobbs goes to court)
While looking for something else by this author, I just happened across one that reminded me of your request. It's sort of what you're looking for. Hobbes' POV and has some introspection, but nothing past the bashing. Blond Hair and Denial (http://web.archive.org/web/20061029153233/http://dreamcatcher.livejournal.com/5806.html) by Dreamcatcher.
There are two other old fics that I vaguely remember that don't really fit your request, but Hobbes is a main part of the fic. One is about a man who becomes Brian's client and also gets to know Justin (maybe Justin is working with Brian?). Anyway, it turns out the guy is Hobbes' uncle and wants to make amends to Justin, if possible. The other has Hobbes stalking Justin in NYC, swearing eternal love, apologizing for hurting Justin, bringing gifts, and generally freaking Justin out. Now that I'm thinking about this, I wonder if those are two parts of the same fic? Maybe someone will recognize it (them).
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Date: 2015-11-24 07:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-11-24 09:20 pm (UTC)I do appreciate this site and have used the tags time and time again. I have no issues if you want to tag this as "not found"
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Date: 2015-11-24 11:05 pm (UTC)The Fault Lies (http://archiveofourown.org/works/274152)
Thanks for the comm compliments! :)
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Date: 2015-12-01 04:37 am (UTC)I found a story on my computer that might fit your request or at least it is the closest I can get to finding anything regarding Hobbs view of the bashing. I tried the link I had for the story and unfortunately the author has deleted and purged her journal. It is a short stand alone fic. As usual I uploaded to sendspace. This is a direct link to download the story.
THERAPY by starlightbj
Summary – Chris Hobbs’ therapist suggests he writes how he feels about Justin Taylor, after he’s bashed him. Chris POV
Timeframe – between 122 and 201 (ie after the bashing and before Chris Hobbs goes to court)
https://www.sendspace.com/pro/dl/6swajy
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Date: 2015-12-01 07:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-12-08 08:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-01-27 04:46 am (UTC)There are two other old fics that I vaguely remember that don't really fit your request, but Hobbes is a main part of the fic. One is about a man who becomes Brian's client and also gets to know Justin (maybe Justin is working with Brian?). Anyway, it turns out the guy is Hobbes' uncle and wants to make amends to Justin, if possible. The other has Hobbes stalking Justin in NYC, swearing eternal love, apologizing for hurting Justin, bringing gifts, and generally freaking Justin out. Now that I'm thinking about this, I wonder if those are two parts of the same fic? Maybe someone will recognize it (them).