Brian cancer and aids/hiv

[arkflikka.livejournal.com]

I've searched everwhere (or it feels that way) for this fic and I can't find it.
Justin is living in New York. Gus lives with Brian. Brian got aids/hiv when he did heroin with an already used needle. Justin comes back to the Pitts after Deb have died (at least I think it was Deb.) Justin mets Gus in the graveyard. And one thing turns to another and Justin ends up convincing Brian to get the treatment for the cancerhe has, that is related to the aids. And Brian gets better, I think there is two endings, one where Brian dies and the other he lives.
Does any one know what story I'm talking about?

FOUND: "Too deep for Healing" - http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1244&warning=3

Comments

[ragekinney.livejournal.com]

It´s "Too deep for Healing" by deviant_queen.
Her livejournal is only friends: http://deviant-queen.livejournal.com/

[dudley323.livejournal.com]

Please tell me what I'm doing wrong...all these links lead to a goat???

MW link

[lego-4ever.livejournal.com]

There is a Midnight Whispers link: http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1244&warning=3

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

That story really broke my heart,but it's incredible :)

[kellydeer.livejournal.com]

I may be wrong, but I don't remember there being an alternate ending where Brian lives. If there is, I'd love to read it.

I absolutely loved this story, but I can honestly say...I've never read anything that made me a bawling, snotty mess like this one did. I keep saying I'm going to go back & read it again because it was so good/sad, but I've got to 'psyche' myself up for it first (it's been 2 years or so, so maybe I'm getting there...LOL!)

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

I think it has an optional epilogue where Brian dies, but if you don't read that, then basically he lives.

[kellydeer.livejournal.com]

Oh, gotcha! I just can't leave a story alone until I've read it in its entirety so I don't think I even realized there was an option of stopping before that point *duh**snickers*

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Please update your post.