Justin feeling not worthy

[mulderbuz.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago (2 or 3 years, maybe even more) but it couldn't leave my memory (sort of since I didn't keep a trace of it). It was a one shot, well written (if I remember well).
It was post reunification in season 3, maybe season 4 or 5. Justin analyse all his interactions with others (Debbie, Emmet... and of course Brian) and realize he must be not "essential", worthy.
I remember at the end, in the Diner, he thinks leaving Pittsburgh alone, and Brian tells him he'll go with him.
I check many tags and memories and didn't find anything.
So you're my last chance. Thanks.

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[vale8409.livejournal.com]

If you're interested in other fics where Justin has self esteem issues I would suggest:

Pushing me away by Acacia
It's a fantastic fic where Justin and Brian distance themeselves from the gang.
It can be found at the Across The Pond Archive (http://www.qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=1337) or in the GIH file folders.

Spoilers:
It's a post Rage Party fic.
Justin and Brian split, but Justin leaves Ethan soon too.
Most of the gang distance themeselves from Justin.
Justin is very depressed and has self-worth issues.
Daphne and Brian discover that Justin suffers from PTSD and that explains his recent behaviour and the Ethan thing.
Justin moves to Atlanta leaving everyone letters.
In time Justin and Brian work on their problems and get back together and Brian moves to Atlanta too, where they make new and better friends.
The relationships with the gang get strained and though they get better with time they never get back to what they were, for both Justin and Brian.