'Push' by Ardra in word doc?

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

Hi folks,its me again ;)

I am looking for a fic called 'Push' by Ardra which is in the wayback machine in the links in the sidebar here. The problem is I can't stop getting distracted by that ugly white box that stays at the top of the page in there and I can't read the fic in...shall we call it comfort? Because im distracted. Does any of you lovely folks know if its posted anywhere else or maybe one of you has in word doc or pdf?

Please help if you can,as soon as you can because I am wanting to get back to reading it asap :)

Thanks in advance,Vonnie xoxox

Edited~sent to me by delvalmom,thanks alot xx

Note to mods,I want to say sorry if I opened up a can of worms on this topic.I swear to god that was not my intention.I just wanted to find the story.

Comments

[delvalmom.livejournal.com]

On their way, sweetie.

I agree with cheburashka_2, they can be disturbing if you don't enjoy BDSM with an emphasis on the SM.

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

I sent the wrong email to you lol,could you please it to yvonne.reid96@yahoo.com

I missed out a letter in the last comment,sorry.

Thanks again,Vonnie xx

[delvalmom.livejournal.com]

okay. re-sent to the right one!!

[cheburashka-2.livejournal.com]

I actually don't mind BDSM fics, I've read a couple really good ones and enjoyed the heck out of them. I just have to be in a certain mood to delve into that world. I made the mistake of reading this fic when I WAS in such a mood and I haven't quite recovered yet. This one was just a little too HEAVY into S&M and was just too much for me.

I am very far from an expert on the BDSM lifestyle, but I know that safety and consent are paramount and a few scenes in that fic felt neither consensual nor particularly safe. That truly disturbed me, so I stopped reading it. The thing is that I am not sure whether some of the more extreme scenes are realistic (as in stuff like that actually happens between couples who are into S&M) or I misunderstood what the author was trying to portray because I just don't know enough about the BDSM community.

I don't want to judge the author or the fic, or discourage someone from reading it, especially if I am missing some piece of the puzzle. As it stands now, this fic wasn't my cup of tea, but if you have some insights that would help me understand it a bit more, I would be ever so grateful.


Cheers,
Vin