ethan abuses justin and hurt!justin recs

[britin0490.livejournal.com]

hello. i'm new to the community and i'm looking for 1 specific story and i have a general request. 

1. the specific story i'm looking for is about ethan dying and brian goes to pay his respects and discovers that justin's relationship with ethan was abusive and justin tells brian that he's glad ethan is dead because he beat him and raped him when they were together. 

2. my general request is for any hurt!justin stories where brian has to take care of him and support him. they can involve rape, illness, or severe injuries but please no death! they can also be stories that are works in progress but they have to be ones that are updated regularly. 

thanks in advance. 

edit: story found and more good stories in comments

Comments

[kellydeer.livejournal.com]

For your first request, I think it is:

Charade (http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=3299) by Tammy

Warning!

[wjsc99.livejournal.com]

Charade is the kind of epic AU fic that I enjoy, but it is:

HUGE - which is good.

INCOMPLETE - which is bad/sad. :-(

Re: Warning!

[ravenly265.livejournal.com]

there is a sequel called Bygones by Tammy

http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=4159

Re: Warning!

[wjsc99.livejournal.com]

Yep. In order, I think they're: Charade, then Bygones, Wild Shores and Loose Ends. All here:

http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewuser.php?uid=391

As far as I know, Loose Ends was abandoned. (Though I seem to remember reading 11 chapters of 'Loose Ends', instead of the 9 chapters listed.)

Really, really frustrating after reading tens of thousands of words . . .

These days, I always read the last few chapters first -- I'd rather have a story 'spoiled' than be left hanging for all eternity.

The price of being a fanfic reader, I guess! :-/