ethan abuses justin and hurt!justin recs

[britin0490.livejournal.com]

hello. i'm new to the community and i'm looking for 1 specific story and i have a general request. 

1. the specific story i'm looking for is about ethan dying and brian goes to pay his respects and discovers that justin's relationship with ethan was abusive and justin tells brian that he's glad ethan is dead because he beat him and raped him when they were together. 

2. my general request is for any hurt!justin stories where brian has to take care of him and support him. they can involve rape, illness, or severe injuries but please no death! they can also be stories that are works in progress but they have to be ones that are updated regularly. 

thanks in advance. 

edit: story found and more good stories in comments

Comments

[mander3-swish.livejournal.com]

Hi! the tags are always a great place to start...see the link in the side bar.
this is the link for the Justin hurt or down a well (http://getithere.livejournal.com/tag/justin%20hurt%20or%20down%20a%20well) Tag.

here's one to get you started: Myrna's 'If You Needed me' http://www.queereyes.net/iynm_01.html

[kellydeer.livejournal.com]

For your first request, I think it is:

Charade (http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=3299) by Tammy

[love4movies.livejournal.com]

For #2 try No One's Allergic To Tylenol aaa_mazing

http://bjfic.livejournal.com/3039633.html

[moonbrightnites.livejournal.com]

Turning Points has Justin pretty deeply down the well and Brian taking care of him:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4558673/1/Turning_Points

[nightvision55.livejournal.com]

My The Great Divide has Justin being hit by a car in New York and Brian taking him back to the Loft to look after him.

It's here:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6364731/1/THE_GREAT_DIVIDE