Get it Here

I'm looking for a story I read a while ago.
First, Daphne's dead after she gave birth to a daughter, whose father just didn't want to have anything to do with. So Justin, who's married to Brian(they're monogamous), wants to adopt the child but Brian doesn't agree and wants her to go with Daphne's parents. Anyways, the grandparents allow Justin to take her to Britin for sometime, and then Sunshine wants to get custody against Brian's wishes. So they argue and Brian asks him to choose: Brian or the child. Justin chooses Brian but then Brian doesn't allow him to give away the child 'cause he doesn't want Justin to sacrifice his wish to be a dad. So they stay together but Brian is awkward around the child and doesn't want to have anything to do with her. Later, Justin is out of town, I think, and the child is sick but when Brian takes her to the hospital there are some problems because he's not the father, so he decides he wants to adopt her legally. There's the happy ending. Also I remember that Brian found the baby's father but he doesn't want the child. Ehm... there's a lot of B/J arguing. I remember this pretty well but I wanted to read it again... it's just that I can't find it and I also looked at all the tags: Minor death, J fathers Daphne's child, angry sex, B/J raise a family... everything I could think of... so if you could help me I would REALLY appreciate it :D

Edit: found thanks to my2cat
"A Step too Far"
http://kachelofen.livejournal.com/