Fics - anti-depressants?

[xdunyax.livejournal.com]

Hello,
I'm sad. Really really sad. (damn you, yaoi-mangas..:(() So, in order to get myself out of this state I ask for your help...

I'd like you to recommend me Brian/Justin fics that make you feel overwhelming happiness after reading them...fics that are well-written, with Brian and Justin being in character, it can be AU, but not taken to extremes, maybe even angsty, and filled with B/J love...:)

However, these days even small things that I didn't care much about get me even more depressed. For example, reunion fics, where B/J get back together after 1, 5, 7, 10 years...or, B/Other, J/Other fics with B/J in the end, where Brian or Justin care about these "others"... or Brian telling Justin (or vice versa) "I love you and all that stuff, but I can't give up tricking for you, because it's just so damn important to me (even more important than being with you), because it's a part of me"...

Yeah, that's a lot of requirements. :) Nevertheless, I'm sure you can recommend lots of fabulous B/J fics that could put me out of my misery :)

Thank you.

EDIT: Lots of recs in the comments. Thank you everyone ◕‿◕

Comments

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

or Brian telling Justin (or vice versa) "I love you and all that stuff, but I can't give up tricking for you, because it's just so damn important to me (even more important than being with you), because it's a part of me"...

Hm...I thought you didn't want any OOC's or AU's? This sounds strangely like Brian in character to me. Just saying. :)

I'm going to go ahead and rec _mournthewiked's That Darn Gus Series. It's about Gus (hence the title) when he's a little older and it's a bit AU in that Brian is in his mid-30's when Gus is in his late teens, so Brian had Gus earlier.

I'm usually not into Gus-centered stuff (though it's technically a B/J fic), but I'm reccing it because reading this just makes me really happy for some reason, and it may have the same effect on you. The B/J interactions are very cute and daddy!Brian just makes me giddy. It has a lot about Gus' friends, who in my opinion are pretty awesome. A lot of humor in these as well.

It's just a bunch of standalones that kind of go together, so you don't really HAVE to read them in any particular order for the most part...

http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=_mournthewicked&keyword=That+Darn+Gus&filter=all

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

Oh, and I'd like to add Gay Friday, because it's a part of the series that isn't included in the memories, but it happens to be my favorite installment:

http://users.livejournal.com/_mournthewicked/10675.html

[xdunyax.livejournal.com]

Hmm...Yeah, probably, it is something Brian would say...However, I believe, it wouldn't be OOC if he gave up tricking... In my opinion, even though sex is a part (and a big one ^_^) of Brian, tricking isn't.

Thank you for your rec :) I like it when fics are from Gus' POV. :))