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[admiratio.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a fic I read some time ago and I lost the link.

ETA: Edited because "very violent" apparently doesn't apply to this fic, but I think it's plenty disturbing.



In the fic I'm looking for, Brian is picked up by a trick that wants to go to his place but instead takes him to an alley and rapes him violently with a wooden object. Throughout the fic, Brian and Justin deal with the effects of the attack and inevitably become closer.

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[retrogasm.livejournal.com]

Sounds like Negation by Jane. It's here (http://bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=10202&warning=NC-17) on bjfic.net, but it's probably kicking around on livejournal somewhere too.

[admiratio.livejournal.com]

That's it. It's a pretty depressing fic but I wanted to read it again.

Thanks!