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[admiratio.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a fic I read some time ago and I lost the link.

ETA: Edited because "very violent" apparently doesn't apply to this fic, but I think it's plenty disturbing.



In the fic I'm looking for, Brian is picked up by a trick that wants to go to his place but instead takes him to an alley and rapes him violently with a wooden object. Throughout the fic, Brian and Justin deal with the effects of the attack and inevitably become closer.

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[retrogasm.livejournal.com]

Sounds like Negation by Jane. It's here (http://bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=10202&warning=NC-17) on bjfic.net, but it's probably kicking around on livejournal somewhere too.

[oh-amelia.livejournal.com]

Is this it?

Negation (http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=10202&warning=NC-17)

[xie-xie-xie.livejournal.com]

I am not sure this IS Negation. Negation is not terribly violent, the rape has already happened when the story opens, it's extremely well done and non-sensationalistic and realistic.

Yes, Brian is raped, yes, he's raped with an object, but we don't see/hear/read it described, we're just told it happened, more or less by the doctors when they tell Justin.

It's powerful but not "violent" in the way it sounds from your description.