B/J broken up...Justin can't stop thinking about Brian while w/another guy...

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This is kind of a long shot, but I thought I'd ask...

The only part I remember about this story is that Brian and Justin are not together (could be season 5 or at some other point,) and Justin is trying to have sex with another guy (Brandon? in which case it would be season 5) but he can't stop thinking about Brian.

Anyway, afterwards (I don't remember if he and the other guy ended up having sex) Justin is still thinking about Brian and how no matter what happens he just can't him out of his head. He's thinking about their first night together when Brian told him "...I want you to remember this...so that no matter who you're with, I'll always be there." And Justin's annoyed that Brian is always there even when he is trying to move on. And there's a line where he thinks to himself, "The f-cker, he cursed me..."

Thanks for any help.


Edit: Found...I'm pretty sure. Link is in the comments. Thanks to massicot.