Looking for a Death Fic

[wildsweet-angel.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for specific fic that I read a while ago, which I vaguely remember.   It was a very long fic, and beautifully written.  I think it was Justin who died, and (his spirit) would occasionally talk to Brian.  The fic conitnues through the years of Brian getting older, and I think he eventually dies at the end too.   Thanks for your help.

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[kristinvogue.livejournal.com]

That first fic is And The Rain Falls (http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=9931) by SterlingDragonfly, but it's only about 3000 words long, so it may not be it.