Looking for a Death Fic

[wildsweet-angel.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for specific fic that I read a while ago, which I vaguely remember.   It was a very long fic, and beautifully written.  I think it was Justin who died, and (his spirit) would occasionally talk to Brian.  The fic conitnues through the years of Brian getting older, and I think he eventually dies at the end too.   Thanks for your help.

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[court1429.livejournal.com]

I'll fill in some details from one I remember which might help. If this is the one you're thinking of. Justin has been dead for quite a few years; Brian is near retirement age. Brian is hosting a party at Britin. He goes into his office and Justin comes to him. They talk about Gus and his wife and kids; how Brian's going to sign Kinnetik over to Gus; etc. Brian tells Gus about the company & then decides at the end of the party to go out and buy cigarettes and gets in a fatal crash.

There's another one where Justin's been dead and I don't think it's the one I just wrote about. The only thing I remember is B/J also have a gallery and Justin gave a lot of scholarships to art school to kids who otherwise couldn't afford to go. When Justin died, all these former students come tell Brian how much Justin's support had meant to them. I can't remember for sure if this is part of the other fic or not.

[wildsweet-angel.livejournal.com]

It might be the first one, but I'm not sure. In this fic, I didn't really remember him talking about Gus and Kinnetik. The story follows Brian as he gets older. I know that he ocassionally hears, or imagines he hears Justin's voice.

The fic is not a new one because I read it a few years ago. It was very sad, and had me crying at the end.

[hopelessinlove8.livejournal.com]

do you by chance have the link to the first story?? if you do, can you post it?? it would be GREATLY appreciated... =]

[kristinvogue.livejournal.com]

That first fic is And The Rain Falls (http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=9931) by SterlingDragonfly, but it's only about 3000 words long, so it may not be it.