So this story is one from a long while back…..I’ve tried to look thru everything I’ve saved to see if it’s there but so far no luck, and I’m going nuts.
Basically – a S1 environment, starts around Thanksgiving or is it could be Christmas Eve. Justin being told by everyone that Brian doesn’t do the holidays. Justin’s mom drives him to the loft as he packed some leftovers from Deb's dinner for Brian; a guy answers the door who is part of an Australian water pola team (?? I think ) or maybe a ballet group (?) and are all having an orgy with Brian. The guy who answered the door invites Justin to stay while examing the food he brought. Justin and Brian lock eyes – Brian daring him to play with the big boys in that glare; Justin leaves, but has a nice time with his mom in a small coffee shop.....she's trying to comfort without being obvious. I remember so much of the story but not the author, to my great misfortune. So if any of this rings a bell, I’d appreciate your help.
I just hope if found, it is to a “live” link. Thanks so much for any help. Shirls
UPDATE: Found....Thanks to
magicalrachel. The story is "All I Want for Christmas", by Hephasition-Lo. Link is inside.