Sympathetic to Brian

[colormecrazy-9.livejournal.com]

***RECS*** pretty please with Strawberries on top (Cherry's make me gag)

I want some good stories (preferably longer ones) that are more sympathetic to Brian. I don't want Justin bashing, and fully understand that Brian could be pretty crappy to him. But the majority of the stories I read blame Brian for everything, like he is just a huge a**hole who doesn't care what happens to those around him, and then when reading a story and the author makes Brian do something jerky (and lets face it, it's kind of a requirement for a QaF story) all the comments are all "Oh poor Justin, such a saint for putting up with that A**hole!) I some how always want to smack them and say "HEY! What about Brian, they're are generally good reasons for the A**holishness."

Oh, and I'm all for stories that have Justin defending Brian, or understanding why he does what he does (because he's "on to him")

Thanks a bunches

Home to Stay by Hannahkelli or HannaKelli?

[chaotic-boom.livejournal.com]

I would like to read this story, and the only link I have is to bjfic. Some of her stories are archived at ATP, but not this one. Also, her geocities site (like all geocities sites) is now defunct. Anyone?? Link or download or email? You all are fabulous! chaoticboom@gmail.com just in case :=)

FOUND by several people. Links are in the comments. Thanks so much for your help!

stories by Melanie

[chimerachan.livejournal.com]

I would like to read the stories written by Melanie, but I have found just link that doesn't work on bjfic.net.
Have Melanie an account lj?
Some of the fic that I am looking for are:
1- Hospital stay ---> found! send PM to me chimerachan
2- Rub the sore spots --> found! send PM to me chimerachan
3- The fall of Brian Kinney ---> found! link in the comments
4- Justin's own prince charming --> found! link in the comments
5- Anyone can make scrambled eggs --> found! send e-mail to me or federicos (e-mail in the comments)
If there are no other sites where to find them, does someone have a copy or upload in another archive?

Thanks in advance!

hurt Brian

[impala1967.livejournal.com]

Hi guys, hope you can help, am looking for some hurt/angsty Brian i.e rape, abuse, beating, low self esteem etc. Justin can comfort Brian but no hurt Justin please. This is all about Brian, oh and longer the better.
Am reading besame_bj's mirror verse, which is awesome but can't seem to find much else. is there anymore out there. please help me


****Some fics found - check out comments if interested****

Vid: Deeper by bea_nonymous

[dottingham.livejournal.com]

I was wondering if anyone had any working links to the QAF vids by bea_nonymous, especially Deeper. It was recced by ayesakara at qaf_faves more than a year ago, and the link provided doesn't work anymore. More's the shame.

ETA: Yay! bea_nonymous will be fixing the links to her videos soon, so those interested can enjoy her work in the near future (probably this Sat).