First let me say that I'm so glad I found this community. Reading all the stories that everyone has recommended has been great. Here's hoping I can provide enough information about the one I'm looking for.
I don't know a lot about the story I'm looking for but I know it contains Top Justin. If memory serves the story is in Brian's POV and he's talking about his one fantasy that he's never told Justin and I believes is scared to admit to: To be topped while face to face. If it helps I think there is a sequel where the fantasy comes true.
I know it's not a lot to go on, but if it sounds familiar to anyone I would love to read it (and the sequel) again.
Traci
Update: Fics Found. Thanks for the quick responses. Links in Comments.
hey! i'm looking for fics that deal with brian having body confidence issues following the cancer operation.
i know i have definitely read one fic where justin realizes whats going on in brian's head and tries to help him - just like he helped justin post-bashing.
have had a look through the cancer fics in the memories, but can't really find anything this specific - do these fics exist?!? help please!
thanks in advance *hugs*
UPDATE - some links in comments - thanks for the help!