post cancer op brian with body confidence issues

[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

hey!  i'm looking for fics that deal with brian having body confidence issues following the cancer operation. 

i know i have definitely read one fic where justin realizes whats going on in brian's head and tries to help him - just like he helped justin post-bashing.

have had a look through the cancer fics in the memories, but can't really find anything this specific - do these fics exist?!?  help please!

thanks in advance *hugs*

UPDATE - some links in comments - thanks for the help!

Comments

[eva213.livejournal.com]

Could it be thyme´s Perfection?
http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/TF/Perfection.htm

[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

i love this story but it wasn't the one i was thinking of. this is defininately the kind of thing i'm looking for though... brian feeling uneasy with the scars etc of his operation

thanks for helping though!

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Did you check this list? (http://url-girl.livejournal.com/103452.html)

[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

thank you - this list will definately keep me busy for the next week!

Hope you are still searching!

[nanini84.livejournal.com]

I think this is the one you are looking for...

http://midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1231