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[sakesushimaki.livejournal.com]

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Sigh. You know how it is.
You randomly remember a fragment of some fic you read ages ago and just like that it becomes a matter of crucial importance that you find said fic. Regardless of the fact that you don't even recall whether you liked it or not.
So, please guys, help me restore my inner peace. ♥

BITS&PIECES I REMEMBER:
- Cancer!fic, covering pre&post-surgery time, as well as actual hospital stuff.
- Brian has already made all 'travel' arrangements when Justin finds out about the surgery and decides to come along to Johns Hopkins.
- (I'm guessing, discussion ensues?)
- I don't think anyone else knows what's really going on and B/J might even keep it a
secret after their return. Is it possible that everyone plain thinks they went to
Ibiza together? Huh.
- Oh and some of the story takes place in the hotel(room) they're staying at, which
must be very close by the hospital.

Yaaaanyone? *passes around thinking hat*
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ETA: Found! Thank you, people!
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[legalmonet.livejournal.com]

Would very much like to read fics that fill in the following gaps in Episode 122: (1) after Justin is bashed in the parking garage and Brian cradles him (who calls 911, the paramedics arrive, what happens in the ambulance, what Brian tells Michael when he calls him, what Michael is thinking as he goes to the hospital, what happens before Michael arrives at the hospital); and (2) what happens that night after Michael looks back toward the ER (I always thought maybe he heard someone coming) and the aftermath continuing into the next day when everyone is notified about Justin.

Would also very much like to read fics that fill in the gaps between Episode 122 and Episode 210--especially Brian and Justin's POV's.

Thanks in advance for any recommendations.

ETA: Recs are in the comments. Thank you!

Cowboys and Irish

[brianswoobie.livejournal.com]

Are there any fics where either Brian or Justin is a cowboy? I've read one or two, and I'm looking for more.

Also, any fics where Brian is actually Irish. Not just by heritage, but actually was born there?

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[sarahmaike1975.livejournal.com]

I am searching for one specific fic. i can't remember the author or the title and there is the possibility, that I'm mixing up diferent stories, but here goes:

It's a cancer fic, but Brian doesn't get cancer, Justin does. And it's prostate cancer. He has to have surgery to take out the prostate, and it bothers him, because he fears bottoming will not be pleasureable anymore. Brian promise him to try and get a new kind of surgery, where they try to keep the nerve endings intact, and I remember Brian's promise to bottom for Justin for the rest of his life, if it doesn't work out. 

It was totally beautiful and heartbreaking. I think the title might have something with colours in the title, but that's all I remember.

I'd love to reread that story, so can anyone help?

It was found superfast, thanks a lot!!!!!!

Post 308 angst?

[catainahata.livejournal.com]

I am trying to remember the name/author of a fic that is post-308, and would love some help getting past my brain block please...

It is post-reunion and Justin is trying to be complete unemotional, unattached and passive with Brian. He ends up having a break-down because he can't take acting like everything is ok the way it is.  He is trying to stick to his "i know what to expect from you'" statement, but finds it very hard. Following him melting down, there is some very bittersweet h/c. I think it was from alternating perspectives, but I could be wrong.

I have been going through my bookmarks looking for this and I know it isn't Gradiva's Shadows fic (which is absolutely beautiful btw) and it also isn't Mesa's No Regrets (again, an amazing fic with sort-of similar feeling to it). I remember I read Gradiva's and Mesa's and then found this one and loved it for the same angsty post-reunion awkwardness to it.

Any ideas?

Thanks!
Cata

Found: Links in Comments ; thank  again everyone