Justin is a drug addict/ Justin has a son and lives in NYC

[mev123.livejournal.com]

Hey guys.

Looked in the tags and memories but can't find these specific fics!
-First story: Justin is a drug addict (heroin, i think) and leaves Brian so he can cope with it. Im pretty sure its post-513 and that he begs Brian for money at one point. If it helps i think it was on someones livejournal.
-Second story: Brian and Justin bump into one another in New York. Its post-513 and Brian has Gus with him. Justin has a son named Jake. At one point in the story, Justin finds it 'hysterically adorable' that Jake is copying Gus. Its a one shot and was on the moonshadow site but cant find it .

Please help. Thank you. xxx
 
EDIT: This first story might be 'I Feel alive' by innerjustin. Thank you to livingbeauty91. If anyone can put it up for download, it will be much appreciated.
Second story is 'Forward From Where We've Been' by Cindy. Thank you cowboystracker and lexia4. Link in comments. xxx

Comments

[toto-too514.livejournal.com]

The first one sounds like Inner_Justin's "Silent Lucidity.'
Unfortunately, her journal and fics have been deleted. Maybe someone has it saved... It is a great read.

[mlmhm45.livejournal.com]

I don't know if "Silent Lucidity" is the fic you are looking for But That fic along with several others can be found for download here http://www.mediafire.com/?7f8x8cnkkejx2 they were placed there by fefaxx I found them through the inner justine tags

[sexy-pumpkin.livejournal.com]

This is what I was going to recc her, I think your right!

[mev123.livejournal.com]

That's not the fic. The one im looking for is pretty much canon but veers off after 513. Thank you for the rec tho. Looks like a brill story!

[toto-too514.livejournal.com]

You're right... it's not Silent Lucidity, but I AM pretty sure it's one of Inner_Justin's - I am just SOOO bad w/ names.

Thanks for the heads up on the download site...

[court1429.livejournal.com]

I don't know either of these fics, but the second one was requested fairly recently. I recognize the description. It may not have been tagged yet. Or it may not have been found, but scroll back a ways and see if you see the request.

[livingbeauty91.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure it's called "I Feel Alive" by inner_justin. I don't think it's in that download list, unfortunately. I don't have a copy but I would love to get one if anyone finds it!

[livingbeauty91.livejournal.com]

I meant to say that this was for your first request.

"I Feel Alive" by inner_justin

[marajade007.livejournal.com]

I have this one...

Re: "I Feel Alive" by inner_justin

[galeandrandy.livejournal.com]

Will you be uploading that to the lost fics 4shared account?

Re: "I Feel Alive" by inner_justin

[marajade007.livejournal.com]

Hi

I would love to do that however I do not know how not having used the facility.

Let me know how and I will

Cheers
Helen

Re: "I Feel Alive" by inner_justin

[michira-70.livejournal.com]

I can explain it to you.

You go to the 'DL More Lost Fics Here' link in the sidebar on the right.

Click it and you reach the 4shared account.

Down on the bottom of the site you click browse and get the fic from your file, click upload and that's it.

Hope this helps. :D

Re: ;I Feel Alive by inner_justin

[marajade007.livejournal.com]

I have uploaded it... silly me did it twice... can the account holder delete the the duplicate..

Re: ;I Feel Alive by inner_justin

[michira-70.livejournal.com]

Maybe contact one of the mods about it, they can probably help with that.

And thanks for uploading. :D

[meta1960.livejournal.com]

The second story could be by Moonshadow Women and the story All I Need - Is A Little More Time.
http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=5

[upsadaisymaisie.livejournal.com]

Would the first one be 'No Beginning No End' by sandragia. Justin is addicted to coke and disappears for a year (he's in rehab).

http://web.archive.org/web/20040427100049/brianplusjustin.us/sandragia/nbne_01.php

[mev123.livejournal.com]

The second fic is definately not the one by moonshadow woman (although that story is very good). Checked the previous entry for this fic request and no fic! :( Im pretty sure it was on the moonshadow tribe website but can't seem to find it!
Just read Endless Time by Sandra Gia and that's not it either. I'm going mad here. Can't find any of them! Thank you for the above recs though. xx

[dirtydice1.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm fairly new to this- so I hope, I'm doing it the right way. I read a fic in which Justin is living in NY and has a son named Jake- he was married to Brian's brother who died in a house fire. It's called Something to prove by Meredeth on the Moonshadow tribe Site. But it's not a oneshot but a series so I'm not sure if it's the one you are looking for.

Soory for any spelling errors.

[mev123.livejournal.com]

Hiya. The second fic isn't 'Something to Prove' by Meredith. Thank you for the rec though!
I think the first story might just be 'I Feel Alive' so if anyone has it please pu it up for download! Thank you.
Mods: shall I edit the post now or wait until the download is available? xxx

[cowboystracker.livejournal.com]

I think the second story is Forward From Where We've Been by Cindy. It was on the Moonshadow Tribe website but it doesn't seem to be there now. I had it bookmarked but lost most of my bookmarks when I bought my new computer. Still working to transfer them over from the old one.

[lexia4.livejournal.com]

I think the second one is Forward From Where We've Been (http://asylums.insanejournal.com/qaf_challenges/117124.html) by cindybaby

[cowboystracker.livejournal.com]

Glad you had a working link. I love this fic. Off to put it on my hard drive. Thanks.