Brian and Justin in the past....as noblemen?

[blissinabyss.livejournal.com]

Alright so it is set maybe in the 1800s? Justin is running Brian's land, Brian's wife, Lindsey, dies during child birth. Justin travels to Brian to tell him the news and bring him his son. When he arrives it's all wet outside and Justin is soaked. They slowly begin a sexual relationship but Brian doesn't want to go all the way becuase it is illegal and a sin (?) and while he doesn't mind it for himself, he doesn't want anything to happen to Justin.

They eventually do do it though, but they keep it a secret (as long as they can). There is also a part where Brian gets an ivory dildo made for Justin when he has to go away....

This is a really long fic and there are more story lines if what I said isn't enough.

Please help! I had the fic saved but my hard drive crashed and while I know the story itself almost perfectly, I can't for the life of me remember the title of the story or the author.

Comments

[celeste3028.livejournal.com]

It's the marvelous As if i've always slept by niquita_gia

[gundamnook.livejournal.com]

As celeste3028 has mentioned, the fic is called "As If I've Always Slept" by niquita_gia. However, she has removed it from her journal because she is rewriting it as an original fic. I do believe there is a PDF version of it on her journal, but you may have to contact her about it.


EDIT: This comes straight from niquita_gia's journal:

P.S. Do not share As If I'd Always Slept, without my permission. Dont say u didnt realise u werent allowed to because, it says so right there when u all asked for a PDF version and in the fact that it's locked and unavailable anywhere else, so powers of deduction might lead you towards the whole only available here thing and therefore not anywhere else. It's not anyone else's job to distribute my writing.

ETA P.P.S. 'As If I'd Always Slept' Is Now unavailable to anyone. Im Re-editing and looking to get it possibly published so Iv taken it down from everywhere. Im Very Sorry

[am3lee.livejournal.com]

God, I love this comm!! :-D
And I totally agree with Court.

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Please update your post. Thanks.

I am discreetly begging

[franzferdinannd.livejournal.com]

I am just casually going to leave my email address here ----> bekiragiknadija@gmail.com
and hope that someone will answer my prayers and desperation.